Monday June 28, 2004
Oooooh! I think i might just go clubbing for the first time today! so excited! ofcourse i might just die since its 5 am and i havnt slept! miriam also might kill me 
when she tries to phone me in the morning 5 hours from now and i dont pick up since im passed out...um yes. PIE (aha Kory/Miriam) PIE GOOOOOD. Yes Kory i know you cant read this now since my site is not loading properly...ho hum. I keep updating and ive adopted alot of sugarplumb hunnybunns! Yes Ive got LOTR adoptees, StarWars 
Moulin Rouge 
and i hope to adopt much more! They are, like, soo cUtE!! well i guess i Shoooooould go to bed, and kory i better get my pie. miriam im sorry in advance for missing your call. yes blink! Yes SunRisingggg...eeeeewhat? sh*t now i have to go...but i dun wan to 
!!! well i should should go wash this make up off my face...i bet yusefs downstairs asleep on the couch while lotr rotk dvd is still playing...wouldnt be surprised. well looking fwrd to PIE!
Byoz
..:: yazzed @ 05:18 ::..
Saturday June 26, 2004
Re: I dont know what to do
Ughhhh okay after freaking out in my room, dressing full black, and taking a long night stroll then running everywhere but home in order to avoid all the thugs in my neighborhood. I am somwhat content. I dont know somtimes, like, anything... Right now my mind is blank. Ugh why do people drive me up the wall, do they like, enjoy it? i know one guy who loved it. hmm... people are liars, and the world is mostly cold. When you do come across the nice people in the world, you'll find they question themselves and thier actions in a world like this. Im turning to artwork again. I havnt picked up a balnk peice of paper and decided to put some marks on it in a while, actually a year. it feels kinda good. I know not many poeple read this but thats okay. i dont think ill want many hits on this site anyway. well, annnnyway, okay. me being straightforward, ive felt i have been walked all over on, taken for granted and used. i try to be a nice person and im not gunna change that and im not gunna give up on the world like some people have. i know theres good in the world and there is! well im also not saying i let everyone walk over me, well maybe in somecases where i kept my chin up, i don't really expect anything material in return, just, a bit of something, gratitude? appreciation? 
no no not coempensation either...*sigh* ive lost my train of thought...im out
..:: yazzed @ 22:38 ::..
Friday June 25, 2004
ughh, i dont know what to do with myself sometimes tbc
..:: yazzed @ 00:05 ::..
Wednesday June 23, 2004
early morning, so many decisions as to waht to do with the summer, so many ppl to chill with and plan and do. Ughh i need a planner! i lost my agneda. um. f***. some kid took my soccer ball. its not the fact he took my soccer ball. that doesnt bother me. what bothers me is mixed signals, confusion and frustration. mostly my fault and im to blame. am i? i guess so. people tell me things, about me. people talk, about me. people are stupid. what sucks is believing things that dont exist. living on air that isnt there. trying to find an oasis of truth in a desert of lies. going to the bottom of your soul searching for something you know you dont have. perfection, unatainable but something society secretly stives for. i dont know what im talking about anymore. i just need to write. Like any uncharted territory, I must seem greatly intriguing..
I don't think you unworthy
I need a moment to deliberate
i think. i dont know
anything
anymore..
..:: yazzed @ 18:38 ::..
Tuesday June 22, 2004
omg i must have been on crack writing my last entry. i didnt even mention i wnet to the mmva's (much music video awards) 
woah. i didnt mention one thing about it. wel i was there 8 hours before i posted that last entry. lol well it was pretty cool from what i remmeber. i was more sober at this show then the linkin park concert. not that i was drinking. i meant mentally sober. at big shows i tend to fade out of reality and not take the thinsga round me in. well i did get to touch the doug from hoobastank, and some other ppl, and the beastie boys theyre coolio! 
on a more recent note, tday was okay. bland but interesting, i ended up spending more time then i would have preferred in the drama room watching old musicals performed at 'brae. interesting how the seniors looked then, soo cute and young! got my report card too, its interesting, im just glad my teaches passed me. *yay* umm, yeah i hope summers gunna be interesting.
..:: yazzed @ 18:38 ::..
Sunday June 20, 2004
Okay alot to catch up on, more content (mistress moi) and a tonne more fanlistings.
Okay thrusday night was awsome. why? it was
vogels,
the drama awards. it was fun. i showed up late and made an effort to look innocent. everyone looked perdy tho. there was alot of food (yay food!) almost of my close friends won stuff. like awards stuff. stuff. stuff. and candy. i luv drama ppl. umm.. i dont really remeber thursday too well, i barely remmeber yesterday and yesterday was 4 hours ago!
i lost my cellphone again. for the third time.
i cleaned my room, it took a while to do.
im running out of intelligent or meanigful things to say as you may notice. woah the suns coming up! its almost 5 am. leave me alone...
..:: yazzed @ 04:43 ::..
Friday June 18, 2004
Yes...alot of updates made yay! and exams are o v v verrr! summer is here! YEAH BABY! 
..:: yazzed @ 23:25 ::..
Monday June 14, 2004
Heyo again. Yeah did my math exam today, slept in parts of it. I think I did some questions in my sleep cuz when I woke up, a page had been done, sorta. You could see a mark down the page where my pencil had left my hand when I passed out. Anyways, yes one exam done, 3 to go. I have two tomrrow, one science and one french. *sighs* I think I shoudl actually study for this one...Im out kids.
*more content 2 come...i swear!*
..:: yazzed @ 17:34 ::..
Saturday
June 12, 2004
Well allright, latest news? well Exams Monday, and i havnt even started studying. Im Screwed.... Stupid Addicting website of my own creation!! *weeps on keyboard... 
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..:: yazzed @ 20:31 ::..
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