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The Secrets of My Selfsuccess
I was just 19 when I started having sex with other men and later occasionally a man and a woman. I had been licking,nibbling,smelling,sucking, and drinking from my own penis since a few weeks after my 14th birthday. A friend and I started a weight loss and conditioning program while in junior high school. Alas we never practiced anything together; we both read yoga books, practiced in our respective homes, and tried the Mayo Clinic Diet for a few month.
In the Hatha Yoga position called 'the plow' I found that as soon as I had installed a lock on my beroom door, I could practice in the nude. When I flipped over and looked up my dick became rock hard. I had the idea of bracing myself and used the arches in the headboard and footboard of my bed. First I could catch a whiff of my adolescent muskiness. With a long breath before I started pulling in, I exhaled and could stretch the foreskin to a point where I could actually take it between my front teeth. Of course I never bit hard enough to hurt my beloved penis, but I got off seeing my teethmarks at where the skin receeded to two inches below the head.
Mostly I alternated masturbating,flipping over and going down as far as I could as long as I could, then laying flat, milking out a gobule of viscous slightly salty pre-cum. When I was ready to shoot, I would flip over quickly and aim directly into my mouth. Soon I was able to lick the head and occasionally put my teeth around the corona of the dickhead. Because my dick is thickest at the base and tapers to almost a point at the piss slip, it was harder to keep in my mouth. It kept slipping out. I probably ate almost a load a day for those five years.
Soon after I cam out, I moved out to SF. This was the 1970s and anything went! On a trip back to NYC the first winter, I answered an ad in Gay a personals newspaper. Someone wanted to see a guy suck his own cock. Even though I was jerking off to beat the band as it were, I was still a bit naive. On the phone with the ad placer, I responded to the query: Are you into watersports? by saying "I like to swim sometimes" I am a quick study and the guy saw me suck and nibble my dick and I even managed to piss into my own mouth a little.
Back by the Bay, I would let my tricks and fuck buddies know what I could do. Most of them at least wanted to see, some wanted to help me or take photos of me. I was compliant in all respects. I have sucked myself off in front of jackoff groups, in sex parties, on the beach, in dirty movie theatres, on an airplane, a train and a bus. And as for the asformentioned bi experiences, I once sucked a load out of my dick after a session eating out and fucking the wife of one of my old 'business' acquaintances. We had to stop when my throbbing and curious member drew completely from her wet cunt and all the way up her virgin but clean and immediately accomodating asshole. It freaked her out and we stopped for the night. I retired to the guest room, still drippingly erect and sucked myself off with all the scents and bodily fluids covering my cock.
I realize that I could be doing the exercises alone but I really want the inspiration and shared experience of practicing with another selfsuckers whether current or former as I am. Somewhere in my early 40s after 30 years of selfsucking, I stopped pleasuring myself in the best and most sacred way. There was a complicated relationship involved and when I wanted to return, I found that between losing some flexibility and gaining some weight, I could barely benf forward to lick the piss slip. If there is anyone in the NYC area who could help, please get in touch with me through this site. I will be eternally grateful.
Thanks for being here in such an informative and enlightened way. I look forward to visiting many times.