| �Will I be able to dance again, Brian?� Jenai questioned and he just looked at her. �If I can never dance again I might as well die right now. Dancing is my life and if I can�t do that I have no reason to be on this earth.� �We�ll know more when your knee heals,� Brian said. �How long will that take?� Kristin asked. �A couple weeks,� Brian replied. �When it heals I�ll know more, like, if I have to do surgery or not.� Jenai shook her head. �I know how much dancing means to you, JJ, and I�ll do my best in getting you back on stage.� �I should just forget it,� Jenai said. �For as hard as this guy hit me, he probably just killed my future.� �You shouldn�t give up,� Kristin said. �You got this far and I know you�ll get farther.� �I ain�t holding my breath,� Jenai said. �Let�s see those stitches,� Brian said taking off the bandage from Jenai�s neck. �Kris fixed me,� Jenai stated. �But I�m the doctor,� Brian said. �If you stop moving around like a snake all the time, they�ll heal faster.� �I was almost hit by a car,� Jenai said. �What did ya want me to do? Let it hit me?� �It would�ve if it wasn�t for Detective Carter,� Kristin stated. �He saved your life.� �Yeah, yeah,� Jenai said. �But he�s an ass.� She grinned. �And a p.h.a.t. ass he�s got.� Brian and Kristin laughed. �I guess I owe him for this afternoon.� �Then invite him over for dinner tonight,� Kristin suggested and Jenai gave her a weird look. �I�m serious.� �I�ll just send him a thank you card,� Jenai replied. �How does it look Dr. Littrell? Can ya save it?� �I think so,� Brian said. �You�re just going to need more antibiotics.� �Ugh!� Jenai moaned. �No more meds.� �Well I�m going to have to give ya more if you don�t get those cysts on your ovaries taken care of.� She looked at him. �I thought you were going to get the surgery?� She shrugged. �Jenai, if ya don�t get the surgery you�ll never have kids. Is that what ya want?� �Did ya ever think that maybe I�m waiting for it to kill me? Did ya ever think of that?� She left out a disgusted sigh. �You shouldn�t think like that.� �Why not? Maybe I want to die. Maybe that�s what I�m waiting for. Maybe I�m tired of waiting for love and just want it to end right now.� �Maybe you should just go home and rest.� �I don�t need to rest.� Brian looked at Kristin. �I�m going to go get her some medicine.� �Alright,� Kristin said. �I don�t need any,� Jenai said and Brian walked out. �He never listens.� �I�m going to go call Kevin,� Kristin said. �Ok.� Kristin walked out and Jenai sat there by herself thinking. It didn�t last long, as she heard the curtain move and she looked to see Nickolas. �How�s the knee?� Nickolas asked. �It�s fine right now,� Jenai said. �Cause Dr. Littrell gave me some painkillers.� �That�s good.� He walked over to her holding his side. �Are you all right?� �Yeah. It basically scraped me, but it went in and out my side, ya know.� �Yeah.� �I just got a few stitches and some meds.� She nodded. �I didn�t know you were over there.� He grinned. �So you heard everything I said?� He nodded. �Great.� �I ain�t going to say anything, because it�s your business.� �Right.� �But your health is important.� She didn�t say anything and sighed. �It�s your decision though.� She looked at him. �Thank you for earlier at the apartment.� �For what?� �You know what?� �Remind me please.� She just looked at him. �You have a problem with people helping you out.� �No I don�t.� �Yes you do. I saved your life and you can�t even admit it.� �Whatever.� �Yeah; whatever.� �Alright, JJ, here�s a prescription for some Vitacin,� Brian said and Jenai looked. �I�m also giving you enough for two days and you better get the prescription filled. �Yeah,� Jenai said. �How many do I take a day?� �Two; one when ya wake up in the morning and one before you go to bed.� �Alrighty. May I go?� �Yes.� �Thank you.� �Just be careful.� Jenai nodded. �I always am.� She and Nickolas walked out and they walked to the waiting room where Kristin was using the phone. �Well I�m going to go,� Nickolas said. �Um, alright,� Jenai said looking at him. �I�ll see ya sometime.� �I guess�yeah.� �Ok.� He grinned and started walking away. �Oh, um, one more thing.� Jenai looked at him. �I don�t have a girlfriend.� He smiled and walked away. She smiled herself and watched him walk out. �Where�s Nick going?� Kristin asked. �Huh?� Jenai said. �He�s leaving.� �Well, Kevin wants him to come with us.� �Oh.� �C�mon.� �You go stop him and I�ll catch up.� �Alright.� Kristin walked ahead and Jenai slowly followed behind. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * �It was nice of you to have me for dinner, Sarge,� Nickolas said, as they sat on the back porch at Kevin�s. �Well it was Kris� idea,� Kevin said. �Thank you, Mrs. Richardson,� Nickolas said. �Please call me Kristin,� Kristin said. �And you�re welcome.� Nickolas grinned. �You�ve been a lot of help lately and we wanted to show our appreciation. Right, Jenai?� Jenai didn�t say anything and continued looking at the stage. �JJ?� Kevin said and she looked. �What?� Jenai asked. �Never mind,� Kevin and Jenai sighed. �Are you all right?� �Yeah,� Jenai said looking at Cujo. �Perfectly fine.� She sniffled and they stayed silent a few minutes. �What if I can never dance again? I have no idea what I�m going to do.� �You will dance again,� Kevin said. �I guarantee it.� �You�ll probably need some therapy later,� Kristin started, �but you�ll be fine; good as new.� �Well ya better be right,� Jenai said. �Cause dancing�s my life.� She got up. �Where are ya going?� Kevin questioned. �For a drive,� Jenai replied. �Is that all right? I can�t dance so I got to do something.� �But you have company,� Kristin said. �No; you do,� Jenai said walking to the door. �I didn�t invite him.� She went inside. �She�s something,� Nickolas said. �You have no idea,� Kevin and Kristin said. �Was she always like this?� Nickolas asked. �Yeah,� Kevin said. �You wouldn�t want her any other way though.� �She�s one of a kind,� Kristin said. �That she is,� Nickolas agreed and Kevin and Kristin smiled. �I hope she�s alright,� Kristin worried. �She�ll be fine,� Kevin said. �She only goes for a drive when something�s bothering her. Or she dances.� �Well she can�t dance right now.� �Maybe you should go find her and check on her.� �She�s probably going to the bluff. Nobody goes there so she�ll be perfectly safe.� �This guy is probably following her though.� �You�re always so paranoid.� �I am not.� �Whatever.� �Nick, will you go keep an eye on JJ?� �Uh�� Nickolas hesitated looking at Kevin. �Go ahead,� Kevin said. �It�s all right.� �Ok,� Nickolas said getting up. �She�s most likely headed�� Kristin began. �To the old lovers bluff,� Nickolas finished. �How�d ya know?� Kevin asked. �She mentioned it the other day,� Nickolas replied. �Oh,� Kristin said. �Well go and check on her�please.� �Right,� Nickolas said. �Thanks again for dinner.� �Anytime,� Kristin said. �You�re always welcome here,� Kevin said. �Uh, thanks,� Nickolas said going inside. �She likes him,� Kristin said. �And he likes her,� Kevin added. �They�re cute together.� �Yeah, but he�s a cop and you know how she is.� �But all things are possible. When it comes to love I think she�ll put that stubbornness aside.� �Who said anything about love?� Kristin smiled. �I guess it�s her time now though.� �Yeah.� She continued smiling. �Just like it�s time for us to have a family.� She kissed him. �We do have the house to ourselves right now so why not take advantage of it.� �You do have a point.� �I always do.� She kissed him again. CHAPTER 10 HOME |