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�Hey, Jack,� Eva said taking Nickolas� place in sitting with Jacqueline. She was doing a little better and she looked at Eva. �Hey,� Jacqueline said faintly. �How do ya feel?� She shrugged. �You�ll be better in no time.� �I hope.� �You will so don�t worry about anything.� She gave a little grin. �How are you doing?� �I guess I could be better.� �Why?� �Well you�re in the hospital for one.� Jacqueline just made a face. �I know what you�re going to say; �don�t worry about me, because I�ll be fine�.� Jacqueline nodded. �I know you pretty well.� �Nick said you and Alex broke up.� Eva looked at her. �Why?� �We didn�t exactly break up; we�re just taking a break.� �Why?� Eva sighed and Jacqueline just looked at her. �Well I kind of took your advice and told Alex what happened to me.� �Really?� �Yeah.� �What�d he say?� �Nothing.� Jacqueline raised an eyebrow. �Ok, I didn�t leave him say anything. I left here, went home, and packed up my stuff. I haven�t seen him since.� �When was this?� �The other day.� She nodded. �Why don�t you talk to him?� �I don�t know.� �You�re going to have to sooner or later.� �I know that.� �Good.� �I don�t know what to say to him. I told him what happened, but yet I don�t feel any better. You said I�d feel better.� �Well ya didn�t talk about it.� �Do I have to?� �Yes.� �But what if I don�t want to? What if I just want to leave it the way it is? Alex knows what happened so that should be it.� �Did you tell him by who?� �No.� �Don�t ya think ya should?� �I don�t know.� �He has a right to know all that happened.� �Maybe so.� �Do you still want to be with him?� �Of course I do. I just�I�m just confused.� �You won�t feel better unless ya talk to Alex.� �He�s not going to understand and think I�m a slut and asked for it.� �No he�s not.� �Yes he is. Guys like him always think that. Just because Alex is a good guy doesn�t mean he�s any different from other guys.� �You got some issues.� �What�s that supposed to mean?� �Not all guys are like Mike.� �But they�re still guys.� �You really need to talk to Alex.� �What if I don�t want to?� �Then I will get Nick to lock you two in a room until you do.� �Ya got to get Nick to do your dirty work, huh?� �I very well can�t right now.� �Right.� �If ya don�t want to talk to Alex for yourself then do it for me.� �I don�t know.� �Then I�ll talk to him.� �This is my problem, Jack, and not anyone else�s.� �Then take care of it.� �Do you think that�ll solve anything?� �It�ll probably make things easier to deal with.� �And it probably won�t make things easier to deal with. What does it matter any to you if I talk to Alex about this or I don�t talk to Alex about this?� �Because I don�t want to keep seeing you like this.� �Yeah well it�s my life.� �And I�m a part of it.� �That doesn�t matter.� �If you want to believe that.� �I do and I will.� �Fine.� �Ok.� �Alright.� �Good.� �Why don�t you go call Alex and tell him I want to see him?� �Fine.� �Thank you.� �You�re welcome.� �Now get out so I can sleep.� �Ok.� Jacqueline grinned and Eva got up and walked out. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * �Hey, Jack,� Alexander said, as he stepped into Jacqueline�s room. She looked at him and smiled. �Hey,� Jacqueline said. �You�re looking really good.� �Stop sucking up, because I know I�m not.� They laughed. �Eva said you wanted to see me.� �Well, yeah, because I haven�t seen ya in a few days.� �I�m sure Eva told you what�s going on.� She nodded. �I just don�t understand why she didn�t tell me from the beginning.� �She didn�t think you would understand and think she was just some slut.� �Not at all. I�m glad she found the courage to tell me.� �Same here.� �I don�t see how someone can hurt someone like this guy hurt Eva. It�s disgusting how they think they need to molest and hurt young woman to get their jollies. I just don�t understand it.� �Neither do I.� �How old was she?� �She didn�t tell you?� �All that she told me was that she was molested and that was it.� �Oh.� �She didn�t say anything after that. She went home, packed up her things and found another place.� �I don�t know if I should really discuss this with you. I�d feel like I was betraying her, ya know.� Alexander nodded. �I just don�t want to ruin that trust between us by talking about her past. It�s really not my place to be talking about it with you and you should talk to her if ya really want to know everything.� �I tried talking to her a couple minutes ago before I came in, but she wouldn�t say anything to me.� �It really changed her life a lot and I can understand why she doesn�t want to talk to anyone about it. When I found out I was so angry and I just wanted to kill the bastard that hurt her.� Alexander nodded. �If ya really want to know, since Eva�s not telling you anything, there�s a lot of media coverage of the whole trial and stuff. There�s newspapers, videos, a lot of things. All ya have to do is go to the Detroit library in Michigan. Tell them what you�re looking for, anything on a molest case involving Eva Martin, and they�ll direct ya right to it. That�s the most I can do without breaking the trust between me and Eva. She doesn�t have to know I told ya where to go to find it out. She can just think that you decided to do it on your own.� �Right.� �I�d love to tell you all that went on, but I can�t.� �I understand your loyalty to Eva. I�d be the same way if it was the other way around.� She nodded. �I�ll try talking to Eva again and if she doesn�t say anything then I�ll go to Michigan.� �I just want you guys to be happy and I�ll try to do my best to make that happen.� �I know.� They smiled. �I�m sure it�ll happen one day.� �Eva just needs to open up to you about this and then she can be happy like she once was. She loves being with you, Alex, and I think when the time comes she�ll completely open up about everything and then you two can start the life you both are dreaming of.� �Like you and Nick are going to?� She just looked at him. �A baby on the way, an engagement and then what�s next?� Jacqueline sighed. �When did this engagement happen?� �Can we not talk about this?� �I think it�s great news.� �Yeah, but I just don�t want to get into right now. I�m still sick and anything can happen to the baby.� �I understand.� �Thank you.� He grinned. �Why don�t you go talk to Eva? Well try to anyway.� �I guess I can give it another shot.� �Yes you can.� He nodded. �So go for it. I want to get some rest.� �Alright then I�ll leave ya alone.� �Good.� He leaned down and kissed her forehead. �I hope I don�t catch anything.� �Get out of here.� They laughed and Alexander walked out. CHAPTER 13 HOME |