| �Hey, guys,� Alexander said, as he walked into the waiting room and saw Eva and Nickolas sitting there.
�Hey, man,� Nickolas said getting up. �Is Jack all right?� �Yeah,� Alexander replied. �She just wants to get some rest.� �Good,� Eva said. �She needs it if she wants a healthy baby.� �That�s the important thing,� Nickolas said. �We both want this baby to be healthy.� �And he or she will be,� Alexander said. �Yeah,� Nickolas said. �Excuse me though.� He walked away and Eva and Alexander just looked at each other for the longest time. �So,� Alexander said. �Jackie�s looking good.� �Yes she is,� Eva said. �I�m glad she�s getting better.� He nodded. �It really scared me thinking I could lose her.� �It scared all of us.� She nodded. �I was hoping we could talk.� �About what?� She stood up. �About what�s going on?� �I told you I don�t want to talk about it.� �But I think we should. We can�t let this thing go and let it be the end.� �I told you what happened and that�s all ya need to know.� �I think I have the right to know what all happened.� �No you don�t and I just wish I you would leave it go. You know my biggest secret so just leave it at that.� �But I want us to be together and by you not telling me the whole truth it�s not going to happen.� �Then maybe you should take that as a hint that I don�t want to be with you. God, Alex, everything is not about you. Right now I don�t care what you want. Me being molested is about me and not about you.� �It�s about us.� �No it�s not.� �Yes it is. We�re meant to be together and you know that. I don�t understand why you�re pushing me away. I want to help you and I can�t unless you let me.� �Maybe I don�t want your help, Alex. Maybe I just want to forget this ever happened.� �But you won�t be able to unless you open up to me.� She walked away from him. �Eva, c�mon. If you don�t tell me then this is the end. Is that what you want? Do you want it to be over?� She looked at him, as tears slid down her face. �Ev, I love you and what happened to you is not changing that anytime soon. I love you more for having the courage to tell me what happened to you.� �This ain�t going to go away over night if I told you everything.� �I know that, but we can work it all out.� �You don�t know that.� �Yes I do. I have enough faith in our relationship to believe we can get through anything: including this.� She shook her head. �It�s better this way. It�s better with me someplace else so I don�t have to see you and have to talk about what happened.� �I want you to be happy, Eva, and keeping this important thing from me is not going to make you happy. It�s going to eat at you day after day until it takes over your life.� �No it�s not, because I ain�t going to let it. I�m the one in control here and not you or anyone else or this stupid secret of mine. I have control and nothing�s going to change that.� �Please talk to me.� �Leave me alone, Alex.� She walked away and Alexander just watched her. �Damn it, Eva.� He gave a disgusted sigh and got out his phone and started dialing numbers. �I can�t believe it has to be this way, Baby, but you�re not giving me any other choice. I�m going to find out everything about what happened so you can have some closure.� He left the phone ring until someone picked up. �Thank you for calling Tampa International Airport,� came a cheery voice on the other end. �How may I help you?� �Yeah, this is Alex McLean and I need a ticket on the first flight to Detroit, Michigan.� �There�s a flight leaving in thirty minutes that has a couple seats. I can get you on that if you can make it.� �Definitely; I�ll be there in fifteen minutes.� �Ok, sir.� �Thank you.� He turned off the phone and walked from the waiting room. CHAPTER 14 HOME |