Here I go again having another bad day
I wish this pain and depression would go away
The winter has been so hard this year
The pain everyday has kept me in tears
I know it would help if I could go outside
And go to the river and throw out a line
I'd love to do anything that would be some fun
Or just sit in my lawn chair out in the sun
I don't think a garden I'll be able to plant
Or take care of my flowers or just get a tan
I hope it's not a preview of what will be
But now a life of pain is all I can see
If things don't get better here pretty quick
I'll throw up my hands and totally quit
I think it would help if the sun would shine
So I could open my door and look outside
I don't want to put this on anyones door
But I can't talk to people at all anymore
But I know with Gods help I'll make it through
So tommorrow I can write another line or two
Now I'm going to lay down and get some sleep
And pray for tommorrow to be pain-free.
Written by: Thelma Shutters
