I pride myself on my impeccable judge of character, but one day I realized that even I can't see everything. I fell very very hard for this boy and let him have me in every which way you could imagine. I trusted him with my life and myself and was horribly disappointed in the end. I thought I had guarded myself against that kind of exploitation in every way possible but I found out - in a very hard way - that I was entirely wrong. I had suspicions about everything but ignored them, and finally, this boy told me I had been meaningless to him all along. "You were meaningless as well," he said, "just Head Hunter of the Year".... Ouch... This is a song in progress. I get somewhat upset everytime I go to write the second verse, so it'll be this length for a while.

    To Billy. I really am okay with admitting that I got played like monopoly. Because I know that your using me had nothing to do with me - but everything to do with your own insecurities and your need to make yourself feel powerful. That's one point for you - zero for me. But Karma's a bitch - and I'm walking away because I know she'll take care of everything for me.