my secret habit...

it's 5 am and i've been wonderin
where you are and just where have you been
all my life - don't get it twisted
i never said
i needed anything
never once have i dealt with addiction
but with you i'm gettin deep and then some
though i knew better, i never thought that i would come
to ever want as much

you make me feel like i'm alright
that things are fine and i'll survive
i can let you go but would you mind
just stayin with me?
i know that without you, i can move on
but i know that i'd never feel as strong
and to think that i've known all along
the posibilities
you were meant for me...
you're my secret habit

so maybe there is such thing
as a little too much of a good thing
at this point i just need to know
for sure i'm straight alone
i can still manage my life with you
i feel that there's nothing that i cannot do
why it took them so long to turn me on to you
sorry i just never knew...
you're my secret habit

i honestly think i'll get into trouble with you
i've heard it's best not to test
one's will against you
and i find it's true
i think i'll take a break and be by myself
would you believe that you're bad for my health?
you're my secret habit

you know that something's wrong
when i can't tell my own mom
everything that's goin on
my secret habit
you know that things aint right
when i'm sittin up at night
fightin urge with all my might
my secret habit

i think it's time i made up my mind
stick with you or do what i know is right
but you always around my friends
so i'll see you around some time
i'll miss you more than you'll miss me
it never was a two-way street
and that's what makes this easy
it was fun but it's passed
you were just holding me back
but can i kick a habit?





tha story...

    I find that some men are like drugs. This one is open for interpretation - I didn't write it based on anything conrete. In fact, this song was designed to be entirely ambiguous for the sake of stressing the concept. You can take this as someone addressing a drug habit as if it were a love interest one could just not get enough of... Or you can think of it as someone obsessed with someone else to the point of addiction. This is also another generic r&b song, worth more for it's intricate melodies than it's lyrical content.






tha dedications...

    This one goes to anyone that knows what I'm talking about.






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