my jump off

i'm sure you've seen lately
i just aint me
it's not usually
in my nature to call first
but it's time that i
put the bullshit aside
it's a waste of time to hide
all i think you're worth

you see, i'm thinkin maybe you and me just aint gon work
i dont wanna be your girl
but i want you by my side
and it's not like you and me are good as friends
sex starts and friendships ends
you'll be fine when you know i

don't want your drugs or your money or time
no... i
just wanna feel like i'm loved every once
in a while
hate the idea that i'm usin you
but
i need you boy
what would you do if i told you i'm yours
for life?
forget that i'm here - i don't care at all
if you're mine
keep doin what you've been doin to me
i feel you boy...

baby be my jump off tonight
boy be my jump off for life

i never honestly
ever really thought to think
it would be you and me
i've hoped so in the past
but now i'm wise enough
to know that what we got aint love
but lettin go is tough
cause i think i like this trap

and me and you - we aint gon work
i don't wanna be your girl
i just wanna sleep with you
and it's not like we'll eventually be friends
this is where our friendship ends
i don't need a friend in you
cause darling i

don't want your drugs or your money or time
no... i
just wanna feel like i'm loved every once
in a while
hate the idea that i'm usin you
but
i need you boy
what would you do if i told you i'm yours
for life?
forget that i'm here - i don't care at all
if you're mine
keep doin what you've been doin to me
i feel you boy...

baby be my jump off tonight
boy be my jump off for life

i don't need you
you don't need me
we just need a mutual understanding
i'm entirely in love
with the way you fuck me
and i don't need you to stick around
i just need my pick me up
when i'm down
nothin boost my self esteem
like the feeling
of you
in me...

so baby, be my jump off tonight...
boy, be my jump off for life...





tha story...

    I'll be very blunt about this one. I can't stand the thought of having sex with someone I'm not emotionally attached to. But I've done it before. I had a dear friend named Rico. I had known Rico for a while - admired him from afar - but when he got rid of his girl and got interested in me, we quickly realized we didn't have that kind of chemistry. But I was still insanely attracted to him and wanted to continue seeing him without any kind of commitment. How do you tell that to a man without scaring him off? This song was written when I was trying to figure it out.






tha dedications...

    To Rico, my jump off. He's since moved to ATL but I get to see him every once in a while. And yes, things are still jumpin off.






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