and oh how i miss his lovely ways!
what he said made me high for days
i longed for our converse always!
he had such a lovely way about him
and such lovely words he spoke
and i could always feel it when i was around him
that in my deepest truest heart he awoke
a feeling i never knew was there before
at least not to such great lengths
and he became the one that i adored
him, in all his weaknesses and his strengths
sometimes i got upset at my lovely boy
although for what reasons...they were so small
and i hope that with his heart i did not toy
for i did not mean to do so at all
and when i look back "For shame!" i say
that i worry i might have spotted
all our beautiful talkings for so many days
to do or say sumthing that should be blotted
out of memory for always
becuz i sincerely believe
that not everything that everyone says
should be kept in memory
so remember the good
and only those such things
that were as they should
and make gladness ring
becuz one wrong word can hurt the soul
but one good smile means everything :)
5-15-02
