it's getting to the point where I can be myself again.
I think,
it's getting to the point where we have almost made amends.
I think,
it's the getting to the point
that is the hardest part.
And if you call, I will answer
and if you fall, I'll pick you up
and if you court, this disaster
I'll point you home.
But I'm warning you, don't ever do,
those crazy, messed up things that you do.
If you ever do, I promise you,
I'll be the first to crucify you.
Now it's time to prove that you've come back here to repent.
-Call and Answer, BNL
Seeing that you did not make the kill,
But that I fell of my free will,
Before the arrow reached my heart,
Made all the difference from the start.
And now, my dear, you've tired of the game
And fondly wishing that I felt the same,
And so I do, wave high the flag.
Those who can't run, should never play tag.
poem by Bunny Haggerty
The way you feel now
is cool as long as I know
that's the way it's gonna be.
Make it last for now
we'll never feel this way again.
Make it all that you want
and everything I need.
Passion flows in your blood
and you forget his name.
Will we surrender to the night?
or will our conscience win the fight?
You won't regress and you can't confess
that everything's all right, and I say..
The way you feel now,
is cool as long as I know
that's the way it's gonna be.
And make it last for now
we'll never feel this way again.
Make it all that you want
and everything I need.
Make it last cuz you're not making any promises
Make it last and make the best of what you see.
-MWB
This is where we used to live
Why did you paint the walls?
Why did you clean the floor?
Why did you plaster over, the hole I punched in the door?
This is where we used to live
Why did they change the locks?
Why did I have to break it, I only came here to talk.
-Old Apartment, BNL
I find you on every page.
I was waiting for your call
to apologize.
You didn't get to see
the hurt in my eyes.
I guess you thought that we
had it finalized.
You mean more to me
than we both realized.
You don't seem to get
what you've done to me.
And I just can't forget
no matter how hard I try.
R
On a warm summer day
it seemed so easy.
But now it's hurt and anger that haunt me.
Everything you've said and done
are still a part of me.
But now I feel you letting go
and that is just the worst way it could ever be.
I wonder if she's figured out,
I'm crazy for this girl.
Crazy for this Girl, Evan and Jarron
and it reminds me that it's not so bad
It's not so bad.
-Thank You, Dido
It's been awhile, but all that sh*t seems to disappear when I'm with you.
It's Been Awhile, Staind
or how much is left.
Live in your dark hole then.
With your fan of white noise.
It's already on.
It's always on.
I can't keep on loving you one foot outside the door.
"Why is it that I am your devil and you are my angel?"
You're all the love I need somehow.
The daylight's fading quickly
on those endless summer nights.
Faded, Soul Decision
