This page is a condensed version of all those pieces of paper hanging round my room. I've written a variety of stories & poems I would like to share. Some of the poems written are written from personal experience, some fantasy. I look forward to creating/experiencing them in real-time.
Sexuality and identity have been issues my entire life; I remember being attracted to the same sex from the age of 4 years old. I also remember thinking I would make a much better boy than a girl. The main reason being I wasn't like most girls, I didn't like the usual girl activities, sports or toys and I was always mistaken for a boy from as far back as I can remember (to my mothers horror). There's a memory I have from when I was 6, I stood up on the back seat of my parents' friends car and announced,
"I wish I was a boy so I can pee standing up like everyone else."
(that went down well as you can probably imagine) *G* (Still haven't learned the art of that either! LOL)
Growing into my body was a difficult time as I had parts that I didn't know what to do with. My tits always got in the way of playing 'boys' sports and the boys always wanted to play with my 'assets' when all I wanted to do was be goalie!
As for my sexuality I remember hoping the feelings I had for girls would disappear (glad they didn't) because the town I grew up in was very homophobic & I couldn't imagine staying there living the way I wanted without getting my head kicked in on a weekly basis!
Having moved around the globe alot (mainly England, Canada & the Bay area of the US) I've been fortunate to be out in the full BritBoi fashion I always wanted.
There are ongoing questions and issues around my sexual identity, well I should say label really. The gay community has this thing about wanting to put people in a box. Over the years I've found I don't just sit in one box..my toe's in one... an ear in another, but the majority of my being sits comfortably in the the 'butch' box...
This next piece was written in a roundabouts way on that very subject.
So please, can you all raise your glasses with me in a toast to THE BUTCH
*G*
I shall continue to add pieces to the site as they're created..