Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for? Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for? When she knows im her heart and you know you were her armour and you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'em, but what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you? And everything you stand for, turns on you to spite you? What happens when you become the main source of her pain?
When i'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice. Just know that im looking down on you smiling and I didn't feel a thing, so baby don't feel no pain, just smile back. Now go and show 'em that you love 'em more then me. That is what they want. How could it be, that the curtain is closing on me. I turn around, find a gun on the ground, cock it. Put it to my brain, scream, and pop it. The sky darkens, my life flashes, the car accident that should have been worse goes up in flames and my car burns to ashes. That's when I wake up, alarm clock's ringing, there's snow falling. That's when I realize it is time to say it.
If none of what I just wrote makes any sense that is ok. It is from a song but I re did it because it fits me. Anyways this page is dedicated to as you can see my best friend Jessica. God knows I lvoe her death and our friendship is coming to and end and I want something I can go to and remember all the good times with her. The bull, the car rides, the movies, the parties, the dances, the trip to london, camping, birthdays, christmases, and just being around eachother. As you can tell we are eachothers other half. We did everything together. We finished eachothers sentences and could look at eachother and just know what eachother were thinking. We were one. It was like we were twin sisters we just had an unbreakable bond. But somehow that bond has been broken and it is tearing me apart. I can see it in my mind all the hugs and smiles all playing out like a video. There will never be anyone who will ever replace her. She is everything to me and always will be and I could never forget her. There is one more page look at it to. Pay attention to all the pictures they all mean something special which is why I chose them. |
