| 9-28-2003; 9:22am Just so you know, I managed to fix MS Paint. I believe it was due to an Ad-ware Trojan, and a corrupted registry. I just reinstalled it. Anyways, more importantly, I've gotten myself a Halloween costume. Recycling my green graduation robe, I am now a Quidditch playing Hogwarts student. I bought a prop broom and a club, so show off my "beater" status...(shut up, I didn't make up the names for these positions...) It's a pretty good costume, especially since I made it from stuff I've had in my closet for years. I had an idea for the "Padre del Muerte", but toy guns are expensive and I don't keep a priest outfit handy....AND, store costumes are just bloody expensive. 9-25-2003; 7:19pm Ugh....my computer's being a bitch. A case of "t'was working yesterday" syndrome. All of a sudden, MS Paint no longer works. It's kinda creepy. I downloaded some artwork, and resized it, and suddenly, it completely fucked over. This just sucks... 9-22-2003; 9:36pm I've started to take advantage of the library at school. I'm reading some Vonnegut now, Breakfast of Champions. My parents are hypocrites and liars. My brother's a buffoon. Holly's a liar too. And it's all going into my book. I'm writing a goddamn book. Vonnegut's inspired me. Champions is so....strange, I can't help but adapt it in my head to my own life. I'm writing down every feeling I have, and I hope I can make a story out of that mess too. It's going to be a long pile of crap before I remotely organize everything. I'm back in my rut, though. I want a girlfriend...back where I started. Man, desperation sucks. 9-20-2003; 1:02pm It's the day after. Last night, I took Glynnes, her brother and her mom to Disneyland for an evening with the 80'z All-stars. I was basically out-classed all night. Those people are a freakin' powerhouse. I just can't keep up with them. And I like that. I want to hang out with them again, some time. I don't know what else they do, but I'll go along with anything. Oh, and Glynnes' mom is really hot....uhm, never mind...hope she doesn't read that.... 9-17-2003; 9:07pm I live a boring life, in a boring town. I'm not going anywhere, not that it really matters. Life's slowing down to a crawl. Enter week five of college, nothing developing. I'm just another wasted youth, lost in the glut of society. ....cool. 9-15-2003, 8:55pm Life's just boring. I write for English, so what? Dull, dull, dull. I'm just trying to get laid now? Ay-ah what the hell's wrong with me? Beats me...I need to re-think my act, that's what. It's funny how life has me going full circle, all the time, first, I made it back to my hometown, now I hear Belle Adecer may be moving to this area sometime in the future. My first high school crush, moving closer to me. It's strange how the world works out. She's excited to have me take her to Disneyland sometime. Hm, maybe things are looking a bit up, again. 9-13-2003, 12:15pm The world is burning down, all around me. I think everyone just takes me for granted. It feels like my bile duct just backed up a fresh batch into the pit of my stomach. I'm actually talking to Amy right now. The same Amy that made me turn my life to shit. It was all my fault, because I couldn't deliver on the BS that I promised. I wonder if this is a second chance, I don't think so. I'm on some pretty volatile ground right now. I could fuck this up so badly. |