| 3-22-2004; 9:51pm Okay, confession time: I won't name names, but recently I've stumbled upon a smokin' hot porn model, and I know she isn't this girl I know, but damn, there's a resemblance. It just gets me everytime I look at her. Kinda freaky, eh? The only other news I have is that I spend some cash to buy Vic a present, for no reason. I guess I'm trying to do the Buddhist charity without expecting anything in return. I mean, I don't want anything back, I just know he'd like his gift. 3-21-2004; 10:30pm The good news? I can think again. I just needed a few days off. I could've used a better weekend though...staying home drove me even more nuts, until Colin and Chloe rescued me, for a quick drive and dinner at Taco Bell. Heh, Taco Bell saved my sanity. Now, if only I could have accomplished something....well, I did write that rough draft for English...*sigh* So ends another weekend, it's time to get back into the shit of things for another week of *bleeayeeech*. 3-17-2004; 10:21pm I don't know how to put this, but something went really off today. It's like my mind just exploded. My bank account is flat broke, I ditched my acting class today (well, I *knew* nothing was going to happen, if I did go, anyways), I can't seem to string a sentence together, and I've suddenly run out of drawing steam, just on the verge of a huge explosion of creative ideas. I'm so lost right now, it's not even funny. I seriously just cannot think of a damn thing right now. On the other hand, I seem to have been getting some knitting done. Maybe I need a knitting break. 3-14-2004; 6:58pm I'm tired, and I have a lot to say, so listen up. Today, my brother and I went to a Mini Cooper Rally. No, a real rally for once. We did some curvy-twist-and-turns at high speeds in the hills of Malibu. I want to go again sometime, it's just like Initial D. Man, 40 mph doesn't seem that fast around here, but when you're doing that on those kinds of curves, that high up, with the windows down, and the Van Halen up-up-UP!, the adrenaline kicks in, and you feel like...magic. I took pictures, and if I ever get myself in gear, I might make a new article (you remember? I used to do that...) some day. I'm flat broke, I bough Excel Saga Volumes 4 and 5, and FLCL 1 and 2, effectively draining my checking account. But, we did find an honest-to-goodness soda fountain in Pasadena, where the sodas are still hand made, so that's cool, just like Mike's BBQ. mmm. Last of all, I finally did something with the writing I've kept on my HD since high school. I got myself published at FictionPress.com so, check it out, and leave a review. (oh, and so far, I've received nothing but praise, so I'm feelin' pretty good.) This sudden writing renaissance has got me in a runner's high. I love it. 3-12-2004; 2:02pm I'm just another lost soul, happily going nowhere. My life's out of gear again, but I swear I'm doing better than the last few Bl(arg)og volumes have been. I'll fix things later. Other than that, anyone know where I can get hooked up with a month-long vacation? My brains are frying out! 3-7-2004; 7:34pm If you live outside of Orange County right now, let me break this down for you. It was bloody bumble-fuckingly hot today, and it still is, at 7:34 in the evening. Well, doesn't this just shit in my cereal...bleah. But in more interesting news, I got all my materials ready for my Friday afternoon tea sessions. Hell, maybe I'll even make a webpage about that. |