| 1-14-2003; 10:27pm Well, what can I say tonight? The usual, nothing's going on, and I get weird, confused feelings around *ba-dum-DUM-DUM!* Glynnes. Big surprise...but I should tell you about the dream I had. I dreamt I was sleeping on a sofa, and Amy started to take 'advantage of me', while I was asleep, and it kept on escalating. I don't know if I should mention that to her anytime soon. Any-hoo, I got my ATM card in the mail today, so I guess my life is one step ahead in SOME sense....now if only I could legally drive, and had a job that paid money....*knock on wood*. 1-5-2003; 10:26pm Let's see, a checking account at the bank, a haircut, a RetroCON controller...hmm, so many things. Oh, but most importantly, I passed all of my classes in College (that mattered, anyways...), so I'm feelin' good. Now, if only Glynnes or Amy or....well, never mind, sometimes I think it's better that I don't know, don't feel all that much for them anymore. ....but Glynnes did show some interest in The Spirit of Adventure Tours today... 1-2-2004; 1:19pm New Year, so what? Big deal, I say...as the fatigue from several nights' lack of sleep eats at me more and more. I don't know what to do with this new year looming, I guess I'm just going have to drift as best as I can, satellite TV and broken garage doors be damned. I made the mistake of going out with my brother for New Year's Eve. Now I have to keep this seething (further) hatred of most of his friends, for being loutish, idiotic drunks. I should have brought markers or something, to graffiti their faces. ...next year, bitches. 12-29-2003; 12:01pm Nothing new....bleh. Well, maybe I can get used to this staying at home thing for a month. 12-23-2003; 11:05am Yes, I realize I've been leaving my online self high and dry lately. But, that's just how things seem to be going. I never thought I'd miss classes, but it was classes that kept me away from my family for extended periods of time. I am trapped at home, as I always hate to be. This situation might be different if I had people to rely on, or things to look forward to. There are practically millions of things I could thing of doing right now, but most of them involve having money, or at least proper motivation, both of which I seem to be lacking. 12-18-2003; 9:06am Well, my birthday was a couple days ago. 19 isn't a landmark, I must say, but I did have a hell of a day. My brother underhandedly dragged me to Los Angeles, after we went for a few hours to Gardena for lunch and a visit to Mitsuwa. That sort of bothered me, since I was late for my meeting at Whitsett's for meat pies, which are actually very good. I missed out on spending a little more time with Glynnes than I wanted to, but I'm supposed to be over liking her.... ....right? My parents STILL dragged me out to dinner, even though I expressly said I didn't want to go out for dinner. I'm sure I could have spent that $88 much better on my own, at the Mitsuwa market. But here's a kicker, at 11pm that night, Colin calls me up on my cellphone, asking me if I could get to Long Beach Towne Center in 15 minutes. Luckily, I was still in my day clothes. I got there in 10, and was in the front of the line to get in for the Midnight screening of Return of the King.Colin's a great guy for hooking a brutha' up like that. |