it all sucks so much they all seem to hate me it is so unfair i just wish the pain would go away i hate feeling like this it is not fair that i should have to suffer like this all the time i just want someone to hold me and tell me it will all be alright but i guess i was not meant for something so simple as that mike makes me happy but he has no idea how hard it is to live the life i live i am afraid that if i tell him he will run away from it like so many people have but i have to tell him it would not be fair to him if i did not he should know what he is getting by being with me
kristin tone
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