I want to get over you.
You're making me so miserable.
I don't know how to do it though,
You make it so impossible.
When you let me down,
It breaks my heart.
But when you make it up to me,
My heart beats strong again.
I'm hoping it's just lust,
So that I will, someday, get over it.
As much as I want you,
I have to try to make it stop.
I can't live this miserable life
For all that much longer.
It isn't all your fault,
My life is miserable to begin with,
But when I look forward to being with you,
And you let me down time and time again,
It causes more pain.
I have to, somehow, make it stop.
But I really don't want to.
K.T. Nov. 2 '99
