Things are changing
My feelings for some are stronger
My feelings for others are weaker
Other things are changing
They think it's time for me to take control
I don't know if I can do that
I know what I like
But how do I find out what she'll like?
Trial and error I suppose
But what if I do something she dislikes?
I wouldn't want to hurt her
They said it's not all that hard
But I'm still nervous about it all
That could just be me though
I always get nervous
I even get nervous doing things
I've done countless times before
I want to be able to do this though
I'd like to be in charge for once
But I also like not being in charge
It's confusing
Just like everything else in my life right now
I want one thing
But I also want the opposite
Everything's like that these days
No matter what it is
But things are changing
Kristin Tone
11-30-00
