You were a puddle of inspiration that evaporated in the sun...
The mysterious ecllecit one
With unlimited untapped potential, I watech you fridder away
Eyes bright at nite but grew old during the day
Giving up everything I own, to have one drop of that inside of me
Seeing the stars in your eyes and the definition of beauty in your heart
To live, only die
You became my dream deferred, a raisen in the sun...
The meaningul words you spoke, become all but thoughtless ramblings
Its dreams dies from the inside and this disturbing reality did in fact become you life
And you married into hopelessness... so now she is your beautiful wife
You scribbled out your name, by the definition of 'dreams come true'
Now your worst nightmare is you
Now its the same old thangs... day after day
Potential to be a king, wasted away
Writing down dreams with your own blood
What a waste to be
A puddle of inspiration that evaporated in the sun
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The Question
It wouldhave been so painfully easy, to say what was on my mind, one simples question, could have erased the passage of time
Excruciatingly slow days.... erased... from existatance, but only if I held the reason why inside
Five words lay embedded in my mind, yet I, Had no idea how to make them sound right
You climbed into my head and stretched out your legs and it was so easy then
To hold conversations there with you in my mind
It was always the right place and the right time, and 5 words always came out in the perfect line
And you always had the right answer, even tho you never told me what it was...
Satisfied that you had at least listened to my heart stopping truth
Armed with a clear mind I could either walk away from or start my new life with you
But before it ever happens, the smoke and mirrors dissapeer...
I have lost everything but my pride, and I refuse to give that to you too.
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Sometimes
Sometimes I, still think back to that warm rainy nite, And sometimes I, still wonder what you were feeling inside
I wonder if I made you happy... I wonder if I made you cry... Sometimes I wonder... if I...
Was the one you regretted, or the one you held on too.... Wonder if I... was the only one who could love you...
Wonder if you needed me... wonder if you really cared.... wonder what you were thinking as you ran your fingers thru my hair...
Cuz for me, you were the cause of so much happiness, so much beauty, so much hope
So much anger, so much pain, so many tears and lost dreams
Now I can't speak your name, can't see your face, can't love you like I once did.... never will again
Sometimes I, still wonder what you're up to these days... and hope life is still okay...
Sometimes I, know I am better of without you....
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