Right now we are close friends
But what we could become depends
Depends on if I get the guts
To tell her the thought of her makes me go nuts
Depends on if she finds me attractive or not
Cuz I think she�s totally hot
Depends on if she�s ready
And if she�s not into a different somebody
I wish I could just come out and tell her how I feel
And be over with this whole ordeal
Of hiding my true emotions
And not showing my true notions
I�m afraid to reveal this
In fear it could send our friendship into the abyss
Or make things between us awkward
That would prevent the friendship from moving forward
What a dilemma I�ve put myself in
Cuz I fear I can�t / won�t win
So I guess I�ll do what I�ve always done
Be the good friend and that one
That one she can confide in, in time of need
With out expecting her to repay the deed
So here�s to our friendship
And maybe / hopefully our companionship
Maybe in time you might find out who you are
Everyone has different cycles
One that at night usually recycles
It recycles in this thing we call sleep
Where we usually slip into the deep
The deep into our minds and dreams
The deep where on everyone the sun gleams
But for me this cycle is disrupted
Because my emotions have erupted
There was a time where pain and sorrow where the culprit
But now dreams of a certain one claim it
I try my best to be realistic
But the prospects of my dreams are so fantastic
I dream of the happiness that I once knew
Before the great adieu
I dream of the better way life used to flow
Before love became my foe that made me woe
I dream of being the one that treats her as she deserves
Instead of the others that infuriate my nerves
I just can�t seem to restrain myself from this ritual
That at night has now become habitual
I crawl into my bed to replace that which has been depleted
Only to think of her and have my thoughts redirected
Then before I know it hours have passed
At speeds that seem so fast
That before I can do anything to prepare for the on coming day
I already see the first sun ray
The cure for such disruption I cannot attain
For my thoughts I can not contain
Of the dream I strive to obtain
