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Tuesday, 31 October, 2006 4:55 AM

so i came home feeling really happy cos i'd had a great time, mugging notwithstanding.

then my bro and i made a stupid product ad with the help of my webcam [which was discovered buried and forgotten beneath a large number of computer wires and misc items on one fateful day]. obscure product which you guys probably wouldn't know about even if i told you what it was. i almost went to get me a youtube account to post it up and show!

...

but after all that buildup, no, i'm not going to do that cos it's embarrassingly amateurish wahaha. maybe when i get better at video editing. i found a new talent today yo =)

anticlimax right.

well here's another teaser that'll have you in fits of frustration [ie "wahlao cheat my feelings eh!!"]. cos something unpleasant happened just now and i ended up locking myself in my room from 12 till now cos i was waiting for my family to sleep then i could go brush my teeth without being seen and questioned about it [note for the slow: hence infer that the evidence of said unpleasantness was startlingly obvious]. which is why i'm writing this at such an unearthly hour, and also why i have only JUST brushed my teeth, but i'm sure no one is interested in the cleanliness of my teeth at this point, cos everyone is hanging on my every word hoping i'll tell you more yes?

ah, my writing is so riveting. mwahaha.

anyway. so in response to this incident i wrote 3 long paragraphs of my thoughts on what happened, which a) helped to straighten out my chaotic thoughts b) helped me to start thinking rationally and fairly again and c) were intended to explain/solve the problem.

BUT THEN.

by a strange twist of fate!

i decided not to air my dirty laundry online after all, and deleted all the text with one swift stroke of the delete key.

all together now: CHEHHHH!!

see, only a good writer can make you cling to the edge of your seat all the way to the end of her article yes? in relation to this point i shall hence mention that i saw an ad for interns for seventeen magazine and i am considering taking up writing after a's as a part time job. after all i'm gonna need the money to finance my dreams yeah? maybe not seventeen, other magazines or publications would do fine too. although considering that the edition of seventeen in which i found this ad was a 2005 issue, quite possibly seventeen is not looking for interns any more.

-_-"

anti-climax again right. i have just achieved my 3rd anti-climax in a single blog entry. wahaha.

by the way, happy birthday fengyi! must suck to have to mug through your special day =( with a's just round the corner and all. but i'm sure this girl's gonna do well! though i doubt you'll see this. but eh, compliment okay =)

okay i am seriously exhausted from all the drama and i am in no mugging mood at all tonight. so i am going to bed! shall just leave you guys with a song [eh, i sound like a radio dj going off duty right!] that may or may not have relevance to this entry. or maybe it's just there cos i recently discovered it [through my bro] and it's kinda growing on me. but of course you'll never know, cos i'm sure i'll consider long and hard before i decide not to tell you in the end and create a 4th anti-climax around it instead HEH. well. mug hard kids! nights! =)

How To Save A Life - The Fray

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

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