++ that chemical kiss. ++
Sunday, 21 May, 2006 10:01 PM

what will it take for me to wake up.

wake up.

to realise that i only have one shot at my a's. to realise that i don't wanna be retained. to realise that i don't wanna be kicked off my beloved team. to realise that i don't wanna lose everything.

and yet here i am spending every second thinking and caring and working and breathing and sleeping and dreaming about what feels like everything right now. bigger than what i used to call everything. is it? and even if i have it will it last?

like water in your palms. you can hold it in your hands now, but unless you can find a bucket, it's just gonna trickle through your fingers, back down to the ground, leaving only wet traces on your hands, memories of the imprint it left on your life.

my everything.

wake up wake up

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