Maybe I am just too much to handle
You handling me
Always out of reach
Just one step, closing in
Nothing in your grasp
Cause, baby, I�m just to fast
Running after somewhere
Believe me, I speak the truth
I am not running to be far from you
I want to be loved
For you to love me
Me, without being
We can never be two
Although maybe one day
I�ll try to see things another way
How it feels to hold on
To dreams in your hand
Sliding, escaping like grains of sand
Me finding the you I left behind
Not too far from here
Is the we that I hold dear
I would like to believe that there is one that is perfect for me.
Created and fashioned out of my innermost desires.
When I close my eyes, the image appears, vague and hazed;
Beauty defining each solitary characteristic.
I cannot see your face, but I know your heart.
You may not know who I am, but know that I am waiting.
There have been others, but no one that compares to you.
They have broken my heart, but have not stolen my dreams.
This is the place where you take me away;
Where you capture my imagination, until you may have my all.
I can�t believe I am here again
Trial by error doesn�t exist
Gone in circles for the last time
Could we just pause in this moment?
I am crying the tears I thought were gone
Along with you�
You took them away with your heart
But now you returned
For the last time�
I cannot say goodbye
It hurts too much
So I will try to turn away
And pretend our time was nonexistent
That I did not fall
That I did not let down my shield
To feel you near me
One last time�
A timely death from a hearts retreat
As chains of fear hold down her feat
Unable to walk, unable to crawl
Forgotten to love, emotion burned raw
Shaken and pierced down to the bone
Firmly adheres to the darkness alone
Fighting the shadows of her own self pity
Knuckles cracked and bloody, calloused and gritty
Watching her memories painted on a wall
With a stranger�s brush portraying her eternal fall
Taking a blade to her long dark locks
That holds the key to her freedom, found in someone else�s box.
