| Drowning I'm drowning in this life I live, And theres nothing to live for. I'm sinking to the bottom, Soon I'll wash up on the shore. I'm searching for a light, But there is no light to be found. I'm reaching for the starts, But in the heavens they are bound. I'm getting closer to the end, And theres nothing to stop me at all. I'm stepping closer to the edge, And i'm going to take the big fall. I'm Searching, For somebody to care. I'm reaching, For a hand but there is nothing there. I'm drowning, Can somebody help me? I'm Dying, Is it really hard for you to see? Written by: Me! Voice: ME! Theme: Depression |
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| Sorry I'm staring out the window Of my eternal fate. I didn't know these little lies, Could cause us so much hate. If I could I'd take it back, Just to be with you. I'd sacrifice my every breath, Because I know our love is true. Although you act like you dont see me, Like i'm not even there. I cant help bt to notice you, I cant help that I stare. I see you walking in the halls, My eyes begin to tear. Because i know I've lost you, And that was my biggest fear. i want you back so much it hurts, I sit here and I cry. But everything I try to tell you You think that its a lie. |
| Torn I was Standing all-alone, When you grabbed me out of nowhere. You ruined my life, Now I am always scared. Looking around corners, Worried you'll come back for more. And make my life even worst, I already feel like a whore. You tore me inside and out, I thought you'd stop when i said no, But you didn't stop, Forcing yourself on me untill I let go. It wasn't how i wanted my frist time to be, Ripped, Torn, Pushed and Shoved. I wanted it to be special, With someone i truely loved. You didn't give me that chance, I didn't even know you. You dont even know, All the pain that I go through. Looking in the mirror, Trying to make myself smile. I'm sure it will show up, But it will take a while. I'll try to forget you, But what you stole can't come back. And my depression will take over, You'll be the cause and thats a fact. It will be hard to trust again, And hard to know who is right. But I know its possible, And i'll be able to put up a fight. written by me |
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| When my day is going bad, I can call you, you'll be right there. You'll talk me through, I know you always care. You understand how I feel, You're my escape from it all. You warn me before i screw up, And you catch me when i fall. When my teenage love fails, You give me a hug and smile. You tell me guys arn't worth it, But that doesn't last for a while. Were alike and different, in so many ways. We'll always be there for eachother, Having you for a sister really pays.. Written for my sister...for christmas. |
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