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| I put your picture away today, To help me get you out of my mind. You were my first but not the last, Someones out there I need to find. I can't sleep, I stare out the window, And watch the sun rise. But as I watch the sky turn blue, I thought of staring into your eyes. My body started to tremble, And my eyes began to tear. Theres so much to remind me of you, And all the memories are so clear. I fall asleep and start to dream, But all my dreams are about you. My mind knows that it is over. But my heart won't realize its through. All the memories and items. Are locked deep inside my heart Soon I'll need to realize Thinking of you is tearing my life apart. |
| Your Gone It seems like yesterday, I was holding you in my arms. I promised to go I'd love you, And keep you away from harm. I suffered through the terrible two's, And I held you close and kissed you goodnight. Sometimes you would get so scared, I had to come and turn on the light. Then you started school, A chance for me to get away. But then there were those days, I wanted to hold you and make you stay. I watched you get a little bit older, I watched you run outside and play. But in one split second, My promise was stolen away. You didn't see the car comming, I wasn't there to help you. I know the doctors tried there best, But there wasn't anythign they could do. Its hard to realize that your gone, And that your flying with the angels. Your my sun that rises and dawn, He's the stars I see in the heavens. But I need to understand, You walk with me everyday. Not just as a memory, In my heart is where you stay. But I look back on those days, I almost start to cry. And I know your in my heart, That wasn't our last goodbye. |
| Time and Time again Time and time again, You seem to break my heart. I dont know why I let you, Your tearing my life apart. I guess its because i love you, Or i just cant tell you no. As soon as i get the courage to, Then i'll be able to let you go But the power you hold over me, Is more than I can bear. You lie and say you love me, You pretend that you still care. For some reason I believe you, Each and every time. I've finally realized by now, When you talk to me, your lying. I cant find myself to forgive you, My feelings are very clear. If I stay away from you, I can watch the feelings disappear. Then this will all be over, I wont have to worry anymore. I can get on with my life, And then FINALLY close the door. |
| Then You Came My life was full of darkness, Dreary and full of rain. My sun never shone, BUT then you came. My heart was broken in half, There was nothing but love's stain. There was no reason to go on, BUT then you came. My mind was twisted, My head hung low in shame. I wanted everything to be over, BUT then you came. My emotions had no meanings, My life was full of pain. Nothing mattered to me, BUT then you came. My life finally has reason, Your the only one to blame I'm finally happy now, BECAUSE you came! |
| Loves Suicide Blood pours from my veins, As I try to deal with the pain. It drips down onto the floor, Because I couldn't take it anymore. I didn't know what to do, So I cut open my wrists. As I was thinking of you, So much pain to go through. All because I loved you How stupid could I have been? To let you get to me again? I tried hard to stay away, But now theres nothing left to say. I'm leaving now without a fight, As i drift off into the night, My last breaths leave with a sigh One word left to say...goodbye. |
| No name yet Look into the world, Theres nothing more than hate. Look at my life, Thers nothing left making it great. Falling of a cliff, Sinking in so deep. Nobody here to help me, I sit and I weep. What do you think of me? Am I always wrong? For all the reasons. I've loved you so long. I can't help myself I'm falling apart. Not only beause of you, Not of a broken heart. I wish you would see, Everything that you are. Breaking me down everyday. You've gotten so far.. Do you know you hurt me? Do you even care? For once I wish you would tell me If you will ever be there. So if I gave you two choices, Save me now, or save me never What would it be? Because my death would last forever. |
| Take me by the hand, Lead me into your heart. So we can be together, And never again apart. Hold me close, All through the night. Because I want to be with you, For now and the rest of my life. Don't ever let me go, I couldn't handle that at all. I need someone to be there, And catch me whenever I fall. I need you to guide me, And help me stay true. B/c I know your the one for me, I could never live without you. With you I want to be with, Your what I've been waiting for. For now untill eternity.. A mi amor. |
| Wrong Place, Wrong Time. A breaking in the silence, The scream is heard for miles. With his hand over her mouth, And a daranged looking smile. He whispers in her ear, "Don't worry this won't hurt" One hand holds her down, As the other rips off her shirt. She begs and pleads, Please let me go. As he takes of her pants, She's constantly screaming no! Insanity has tooken over him, As he tears her life apart. He hurts her in every way, Digging deep into her heart. Everything is over now, She feels so much pain. He broke her spirt, Another life left in shame. |
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