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5TH THROUGH THE 8TH INSTALLMENTS
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"My Love,
A simple life is all I want. A simple life full of travel and interesting adventures. Those people who may be following me is certainly not my kind of adventure. I don’t like not knowing who they are. If I did I would feel a little more at ease and I certainly don’t want to put your life in any danger. I think that if you were ever harmed in any way I would be prone to a fit of rage and I would not sleep until the people who hurt you paid dearly for what they had done.
I think I forgot to tell you that during my ride home I saw a single deer. I think it was a male. I wrote this poem for you. I was inspired by the creature and from various sounds I heard:
The Call
A single lonely goose
Sits quietly on a stump
How does he call for love and tenderness
His honk goes unanswered
A single deer
Gracefully strolls through the grass
How does he call for love and tenderness
His silence finds no one
A multitude of frogs
Surround the pond
How do they call for love and tenderness
Their constant croaks never end
A single crow high above
Flies quickly across the sky
How does he call for love and tenderness
His squawks reveal no others
A single human being quietly watching
The wild creatures from the grass
How does he call for love and tenderness
With poems and the outpouring of his heart
To only those very special people
He has relentless feelings for
Like you
But is there a reply or is he like
The goose, the deer, the frog and the crow
And all alone
What is your reply?"
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"My Love,
Our evening in the field was so fantastic. I will have a very hard time going back to work in the morning. I will have a very hard time leaving you for two weeks in Grafenvehr. Every time I just think about you I get extremely excited. Since I’ve met you I have never been happier. Now if the military was not as bad as it was. All those years in Ohio and I cannot remember even a happy moment that remotely compares with the way I feel when I am with you. You have become such a huge part of me that my life and my soul will surely perish without you. This is for you:
Emotions
As I stand before you
Your eyes hold me steady
I am nothing but a hollow shell of a person
Unemotional yet yearning for the beauty of life
Our conversation ends as I adjust
To transition to become more of a man
My heart swells with the touch of your hand
To taste the joys of life again
Love flows through my veins
As the beat of my heart quickens
With each step toward you
I know the time will be too short
Happiness transforms my face
With a smile and ends with awe
As I realize what you have given me
To be alive again and filled
Desire to be with only you
Moves my arms to pull you close
Your hair brushes my cheek
The silky touch comforts me
My pride heightens
As I hold you
This beauty standing
And unbelievably is holding me
Your presence is a drug
As my head swirls with your touch
My feelings burst forth undaunted
I am stunned and speechless
I have fear of letting go and losing you
You not wanting my love
You not wanting to be close
To me
Sadness overcomes me
As you turn away to leave
My hand hanging on for more
The connection to you ends
As you leave through the door
I will miss all of you
My emotions reach their peak
I see your smile and return the favor
Oh to be with you
If I was only able tell you
What you do inside of me
Oh how exhilarated I feel
When you are with me"
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"My Everlasting Love,
I have been unable to reach you this evening. I must confess that I got so worried I called Franz Mueller the detective. He is sending a man to see if anything is wrong. I decided to concentrate on getting ready for the maneuvers. I was folding my fatigue pants and ever so carefully I placed them into my duffle bag. I placed my shirt around them when I unexpectedly thought of you again. One moment I was concentrating on how much clothes to bring with me and the next you were there. I had no intentions of conjuring up an image of you in my mind, but there you were. At that moment I closed my eyes to see you better. You came to me. I crossed my arms and held them to my heart with you in view. In that instant I felt that you were there with me. I began to ask myself what does love feel like? What is my heart to do when I think of you? What are my arms, my hands, my legs, and the rest of my body to do when I see you in my mind? My God what are these emotions that fill me so? Oh why do I suddenly feel so? But what is love to me? More importantly what is love to you? Tell me! Tell me now for I must know! I will do all those things and more for you. Come to me and whisper them in my ear or scream them to the high heavens so that I will surely hear each one. I do not want to miss any for I am for just you and only you my Love as a companion, as a special friend, as a slave, as a knight, and as a lover. What could love possibly be to me:
Love Is
Love is getting lost in your eyes
While we talk and never wanting out
Love is how you hug me for no reason at all
And rest your head comforting me upon my chest
Love is the gentle touch of your hand
When I totally unexpect such
Love is how you hold my hand
Just a little longer as we say goodbye
Love is the longing I feel deep inside of me
When I am not with you
Oh how the joy fills my soul
Oh how I long to be with you
Oh how long will it be before I see you
Oh, Oh there is nothing that can stop me
Oh there is nothing that gives me the strength
Oh how I have the abilities of a thousand men
Oh when I think of you
Oh I finally see you there again
Oh how only you can make me suddenly feel weak
Oh there is only you being with me"
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"My Love,
Well I’m afraid I had to use the karate training this evening. I feel bad about having to do it because it was on our own people. Ted and some others started a brawl in the bar that I called you from. I have seen John Wayne in barroom brawls on TV a lot and they always give the impression that they are fun, but I don’t think that Ted and some infantryman think so. I must admit though deep down inside of me there was a certain level of excitement and thrill. The real thrill that I want to have is being with you right now. I wish I was lying naked next to you and loving you. I wrote this to you so that you know how much I love you:
The Answer
Separated like lonely drops of rain on a leaf
Time and distance has us in other zones and
On occasion I feel like dead and dying grass
Held in place only by still water
My life completely murky and brown
Or a desolate island with nothing to sustain
I am the passing call of a single bird
Looking for companions
I am a reluctant blade of grass not knowing
Which way to grow
A solitary alien in a wild environment and yet
You bring the rain drops together as one
You are the wind that sends water for the grass
You are the filter that makes my life clear
You are the one who responds to my call
You send me in the right direction
You make the two of us one
And you do this with a single answer
To what I seek with an unselfish, touching hug"
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