| MODERN DAY EYESORE |
| i never saw him coming, right between the eyes |
| c.2001 Deborah Denise |
| LYRICS |
| SCREAMY~ THESE DAYS ALL RUN TOGETHER THESE DAYS ARE ALL I KNOW THESE DAYS ALL BLEED TOGETHER THESE DAYS HAVE GOT TO GO COME ON SCREAM LET ME KNOW YOU'RE ALIVE SCREAM SO I KNOW YOU'RE ALIVE THESE DAYS ALL BLEED TOGETHER THESE DAYS ARE ALL I KNOW I HAVE TO WAIT FOREVER OR I HAVE TO GO ______________________________ SYLVIA~ IF YOU WALK INTO ANOTHER ROOM WITHOUT HIM IF YOU FIND PEACE NO LONGER WITHIN IF YOUR WORDS ARE GOLDEN AND THE SILENCE IS DIM BE FREE, SYLVIA, SLEEP ______________________________ SWEETEST DAY~ THE SUN RISES OVER THE WATER OVER HERE THE SUN SETS OVER THE WATER OVER THERE YOUR SKY IS SO GRAY DOES IT SUFFOCATE MY SKY IS SO WIDE OPEN BLUE AND BRIGHT WE CAN KEEP THE SAME HOURS BUT CAN I GROW THE SAME FLOWERS IF THE SAME SKY IS OURS ______________________________ FAKE OUT THE GIRL~ I AM THE GOOD I AM THE BAD I AM THE LOST I AM THE SAD I AM THE LEFT I AM THE RIGHT I AM THE LAST BEST THING IN YOUR LIFE I AM THE GOOD I AM THE BAD I AM THE GIRL I AM THE SAD I AM THE LOST I AM THE ONE WHO'S LEFT HOLDING THE GUN I AM THE ONE WITH ALL THE LOVE I AM SO HAPPY AND SO THRILLED I AM THE GIRL HE IS THE BOY WHO DOESN'T EVEN KNOW I'M ALIVE ______________________________ THE STEEL~ HE ASKS ME IF I'M NEEDING A KICK IN THE HEAD HE ASKS ME IF I'M BLEEDING I'M ALREADY DEAD HE HAS A VACANCY THAT I NO LONGER FILL I SAY HE'S FAKE AND SEE HE'S READY FOR THE KILL ...AND THE STEEL DON'T TELL ME IT'S REAL IF IT'S NOT HOW YOU FEEL ______________________________ CONTRACT~ DROP DEAD GIRL AT THE EDGE OF THE WORLD ONE LAST STEP ONE LAST BREATH DON'T YOU KNOW YOU GOTTA LET IT GO OR YOU'RE GONNA GROW OLD THEY WON'T SEE YOU FALL THEY NEVER SAW YOU AT ALL WHY BOTHER BEHAVING IF THERE'S NOTHING WORTH SAVING SUCH A GREAT START BUT YOU WON'T GET THE PART TILL YOU CHANGE YOUR NAME AND PLAY THEIR GAME AND IF YOU FORGET HOW TO ACT JUST READ THE CONTRACT BITCH SHUT UP CUZ YOU'RE BREAKING MY HEART STARVED OF YOURSELF YOU'RE SPOILED LIKE A STAR PRETTY DEEP BABY YOU'RE GONNA GO FAR BUT FIRST CHANGE EVERY PART OF WHO YOU ARE SUCH FULL LIPS BUT YOUR EYES LOOK BETTER UNDER LIDS ______________________________ JUST DRIVE~ AND IF YOU DON'T MIND WOULD YOU PLEASE TAKE THE WHEEL BECAUSE I'M TIRED AND YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL IF YOU WON'T MIND WOULD YOU PLEASE TAKE THE WHEEL BECAUSE I'M TIRED I'M SO TIRED ______________________________ PINK~ TODAY LET'S STAY HOME FROM SCHOOL I'VE GOT AN AWESOME SET OF TOOLS LET'S TAKE IT TO THE KITCHEN SINK, BOY AND IT IS NOT WHAT YOU THINK IT'S NOT LIKE I'M MISSING A LINK, BOY I'M PRETTY AS A PICTURE IN PINK AS DEEP IN ME AS YOU CAN GET YOU HAVEN'T MET RESISTANCE YET WATCH AS I PITCH A FIT AND TOSS A WITCH IN THE MIX THROW A WRENCH IN THE WORKS WITH A BODY THAT JUST WON'T QUIT IT'S NOT LIKE I'M MISSING A LINK, BOY I'M PRETTY AS A PICTURE IN PINK ______________________________ ONE TO NO ONE~ TAKES ONE TO GET TO KNOW ONE WHAT DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO YOU IF I AM LEFT TO TAKE THE LEAD TAKE IT FROM ME AND LEAVE WITH THE RIGHT ______________________________ LIKE PARAFFIN (BEAUTIFUL NOW)~ YOU'RE SO BEAUTIFUL NOW I CAN'T LET YOU LEAVE AND I'M SURE THAT SOMEHOW I CAN MAKE YOU BELIEVE YOUR SKIN IS SO COLD SO I'LL HOLD YOU TO ME AND YOU'LL NEVER GROW OLD AND YOU'LL NEVER BE FREE FROM ME WE SAID FOR ETERNITY DEATH MUST BE A CONSPIRACY TO KEEP YOU AWAY FROM ME YOU'LL BE MY BEST FRIEND KISS YOUR LIPS OF PARAFFIN WISH THEY WOULD TALK AGAIN TO ME IT TAKES AN AWFUL LOT IT'S A FULL TIME JOB TO KEEP YOUR SKIN SOFT FOR ME SHE IS MY JOY AND PRIDE SHE IS MY AGELESS BRIDE I'M EVERY MOTHER'S HOPE I'M LOYAL TO THE BONE YOU'RE SO BEAUTIFUL NOW I CAN'T LET YOU LEAVE YOU'RE SO BEAUTIFUL NOW TO ME FROM ME AND ALL FOR ME ______________________________ CRAZY GLUE~ I STAY PUT FOR HOURS HE BREAKS ALL THE RULES I PLAY WITH THE FLOWERS I PLAY WITH HIS TOOLS YOU'RE CRAZY LIKE I AM I'M CRAZY LIKE YOU CRAZY LIKE I AM CRAZY LIKE GLUE SO MINE TAKES MORE DAYS MY MIND STAYS FAST MY LOVE IS FOR ALWAYS AND EVER WILL LAST ______________________________ DUNNO~ TOOK THE LAST WAY OUT OF THIS YET ANOTHER GOODBYE KISS YES YOU LOVE TO TELL ME NO AND YOU'VE REALLY GOTTA GO STAY UP LATE AND WAIT TO SEE IF YOU FEEL A THING FOR ME AND I ACT LIKE I DON'T MIND YOU CAN'T SEEM TO FIND THE TIME YOU TAKE ALL I HAVE TO GIVE AND I WONDER WHY I LIVE ...FOR YOU TOGETHER FOREVER FOR NEVER FOR YOU ______________________________ WAR OF THE WORDS~ in this war of hearts i'm lost you get to call all the shots in this world of love and loss i pick the forget-me-nots ______________________________ YOUNG ETHAN~ young Ethan can you come out to play young Ethan ain't got nothing to say i said don't be afraid don't be he said don't don't stop he said don't be afraid don't be i said don't don't don't don't don't don't _________________________________ K~ COME ON BABY MAKE ME SOME COFFEE CUZ YOU MAKE IT BETTER YOU'RE MAKING IT BETTER GIVE ME A LIGHT TO GET THRU THE NIGHT AND I'LL BE ALRIGHT YOU'RE BACK IN MY LIFE ________________________________ |
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| SISTER SYLVIA~ IT'S HARD NOW TO SEE IN YOUR EYES AND YET SOMEHOW I'M NEVER SURPRISED I KNOW THE DARKNESS IN THE HARSHEST LIGHT HIDES BEHIND THE BEST AND BURNS THE BRIGHT IF GIRLS HAVE THE CURSE TO CREATE, IT'S PURE BUT WE CHOOSE TO CHASE AND NOT TO CURE DRAWN TO THE GREATNESS - THE POETS ALLURE LURED TO THE BEAUTY - BAITED BY THE WORD STRONG AS A WOMAN AT ONE WITH THE FLAME FRAGILE AT THE WICK BUT NOT TO BE TAMED THE GIFT OF A WOMAN WHO KEPT HER OWN NAME SCORNED BY A MAN SHE WORSHIPPED IN VAIN HER FATE GIVES HER A DELICATE GRACE A WOMAN OF LETTERS THAT CAME TO HER LATE BLACK AND WHITE COLOR HER AN AGELESS PALE WHILE WE SHARE THE SHADE OF HER FUNERAL VEIL. ______________________________________________ WITHOUT WINGS~ YOU CALL IT COCOONING - WHAT I DO THAT WOULD SUGGEST A CERTAIN METAMORPHOSIS WAS TAKING PLACE - THAT I WILL EMERGE WITH A DIFFERENT VISAGE - MY POD A FACADE WHILE I'M UNDER CONSTRUCTION. YOU ARE CLEARLY MISTAKEN. YOU CANNOT SEE ME THROUGH THE HAZE OF YOUR RAGE. SHUT UP SIT DOWN AND LISTEN. THRU THE AGES, TO MY ADMISSION, I'VE TAKEN TO THE HIDE - MANY TIMES - I'VE FOUND IT BEST TO REST MY EYES AWHILE. I AVOID MIRRORS WITH EASE, LEST I FIND A KILLER THERE - A FLOURISH OF GLITTER - A LIAR A THIEF A FREAK THE HORROR! THE DRAMA! A WHORE - THE GIRL WHO IS IGNORED - SHE DOESN'T MISS A BEAT. IF I SO CHOSE I COULD CHANGE COLORS WITH THE SEASONS - OR FOR NO APPARENT REASON - CHANGE APPAREL STYLE AND FACE WITHOUT LOSING MY TASTE. I CAN TURN FOR THE WORSE AND BACK BEHIND A CURTAIN UNDER GLASS IN THE HOTTEST HOUR OF THE HARSHEST SUN UNDER THE THREAT OF YOUR MICROSCOPIC HEART MAGNIFYING MY PERCEIVED IMPERFECTIONS. EXCUSE ME IF I RESERVE MY CURTSEY. INSENSITIVE TO ME, YOUR COLD CRUEL WORDS HAVE PIERCED MY VISCERA SINCE INFANCY. RESCIND THE INVITATIONS TO MY UNVEILING. IT IS NOT FOR YOU TO GIVE. MY TRUE COLORS ARE IN FULL VIEW. YOU CHOOSE NOT TO VIEW THEM. ______________________________________________ VIAGRA FALLS~ BECAUSE YOU CHOSE TO PIERCE THE SKY SCRAPING WHAT IS NOT YOURS YOU ASKED US TO BELIEVE YOUR STEEL WAS FIRM AND PERMANENT TOO MANY STORIES HIGH ENOUGH TO DIE HARD YOUR PHALLIC CATHEDRAL STANDING ERECT BUT THEN A MOMENTARY LAPSE OF BALANCE FLACID YOU COLLAPSE YOUR GREAT FEAT DEFLATING YOU ROCK US THRU OUR SHOES BUCKLE UNDER SUDDEN HEAT MELT THE VELVET FLESH THAT HELD 10,000 BREATHS AND WE ARE LEFT BREATHLESS SHOCKED AND SORROWED TO OUR MARROW WINDOW ON THE WORLD NOW SHALLOW SHATTERED GLASS TRAGIC LITTLE TRACE OF WHAT MATTERED FACES WE CANNOT PLACE. _______________________________________________ JUDAS TWIN BITCH~ THIS GIRL IN MY HEAD SHE'S A DRAMA QUEEN LEAVES ME FOR DEAD AND ASKS WHAT THE DARKNESS MEANS EVERY NOW AND THEN SHE COMES BACK INTO PLAY WANTING TO KNOW HOW AND WHEN YOU'RE GONNA RUN AWAY SHE LIKES TO DIVE HEAD FIRST INTO THE BIG BAD SHE LIKES MY DEEPEST WORST AND WISHES FOR THE SAD OUTSIDE IT'S SO COLD SHE ASKS FOR A LIGHT I TURN ON MY HALO SHE RECOILS IN THE NIGHT WHEN I THINK IT'S SAFE AGAIN I'LL LISTEN TO MY SONGS SO MANY DAYS, SO MANY TAPES SHE ONLY HEARS THE WRONG HOW CAN YOU WANT A JUDAS-TWIN -- IS THIS BODY BUILT FOR TWO? SHE COMES & CRASHES IN AND OUT AND CRUSHES ME BACK IN SHE'S SO LOUD SHE'LL DROWN YOU OUT SO YOU'D BETTER LEARN TO SWIM BUT I WON'T LET HER WIN I CAN FIGHT LIKE I DEMON WITH MY DEMONS WITH MY DEMON WITHIN SHE'S GETTING SLOW 'CAUSE SHE'S GROWING OLD SKIN IS GLOWING, LOVE IS SHOWING AND SHE'S LOSING CONTROL I'VE TRIED STARVING I'VE TRIED CARVING AND I'M A FUCKING WRECK BETTER LET HER CUT HER NECK I'VE OVERFED HER AND I'VE BLED HER AND I'M BLOATED LIKE A TICK I'M JUST MAKING MYSELF SICK I'VE TRIED GIVING HER AWAY AND I'VE LET HER HAVE HER WAY BUT IS SHE ALWAYS HERE TO STAY - CAN I HAVE A FUCKING SAY? I'VE TRIED TO LISTEN TO HER I'VE TRIED TO REASON WITH HER BUT IT'S EVER SO MUCH EASIER TO LET HER BE THE WINNER I'M TOO RECEPTIVE TO HER SCEPTER AND I'M A FUCKING MESS AND SHE'S RUINING MY DRESS AND WITH EVERYTHING I OWN SHE DESTROYS ME FROM HER THRONE ATOP THE STAIRCASE OF MY DNA WHERE SHE ROCKS AND REIGNS A FUCKING TRAGIC ROYAL PAGEANT AND MY BODY, THE REMAINS CLOAKED IN BRUISES AND IN STAINS I'M THE RULER OF MY KINGDOM FOR A MINUTE WHEN I WIN ONE IN HER ROYAL DEATH AGENDA SHE'S BEHEADED ALL BEFRIENDED SEE, HER HEART'S A GUILLOTINE SHE KNOWS NOT OF LOYALTY SHE BURNS INSIDE BECAUSE I DO AND I LIKE TO LET HER STOKE IT CAUSE THE FIRE AND INVOKE IT AND PRETEND I HAVEN'T BROKE IT HE'S SO QUIET IN THE DISTANCE AND SHE LIKES TO, IN THIS INSTANCE EVOKE HIS NAME AND HIS EXISTENCE JUST TO SHOW ME HIS RESISTANCE I ALSO SEE SO CLEARLY HOW A WAKE SPIRALS AS WE BREAKDOWN I AM SO FAIR AND WELL ENDOWED BUT MY BODY, BLOODIED NOW MAYBE I CAN TAKE HER DOWN SEE HOW MY HEAD WEARS HER CROWN. ____________________________________________ I KILLED KENNY~ I CAN TELL HOW IT ENDS NOW YOU WANNA BEGIN TELLING ME THAT YOU NEED ME TO LIST MY SINS WANTING ME DOWN TO BEG ON MY HANDS AND KNEES SO, SURE SIR THANK YOU SIR FOR LETTING ME BLEED WANNA KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO BE UNDER MY SKIN WEAR MY DRESS AND DISTRESS IN THIS MESS I'M IN PUT YOUR FIST TO THIS FACE JUST ONE MORE TIME AND YOU'LL WISH THAT YOUR MISTRESS HAD MERCY IN MIND I KILLED KENNY YOU FUCKING BASTARD! ____________________________________________ IN HIS SHOES~ THE BLOOD HAS BEEN SPILT AND YOU'RE ALREADY SPENT AND WE'RE BOTH GONNA DIE CUZ I KNOW WHAT YOU MEANT IF YOU KNEW HOW IT FELT IT WOULD SPLIT YOU IN TWO THE WATERS WOULD RISE AND BREAK OVER YOU AND I WATCHED YOU FOR MILES AND I FOLLOWED YOU HOME AND I TURNED OUT THE LIGHTS AND THEN I WATCHED YOU GO AND I WATCHED ALL THE WHILE AND I'M NOT GIVING UP I COULD TELL BY YOUR SMILE THAT YOU'D RUN OUT OF LUCK AND I PARKED IN THE YARD AND YOU FELL RIGHT ASLEEP AND I KNOW WHO YOU ARE BY THE VIGILS YOU KEEP ____________________________________________ NO MAN'S LAND~ NO MAN IS AN ISLAND YET HE HAS A MOAT BUT I KNOW HOW TO LAND AND I KNOW HOW TO FLOAT I FORGOT MY HEART BROKE WHEN HIS ALARM WOKE ME IT'S SICK LIKE A JOKE AND I'M SICK IN THE MORNING HE BREAKS THRU THE GATES AND HE RIPS DOWN THE THORNS AND HE GIVES ME A LIGHT FROM THE DARKNESS I'VE WORN AND THIS IS A MESS IS THE DISTANCE A WARNING I COULDN'T CARE LESS AND I COULDN'T CARE MORE _______________________________________________ |
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