s . l . s . b . --- today

240402, 1822hr, central time.

i didn't say i would be more normal today, did i?

well, i'm actually a little hyper right now - hyper in the sleep deprived way. you know how people sometimes are a little twitchy in the morning when they stay up the whole night? well, that's me right now. i'm twitchy and jittery, from a lack of sleep last night.

oh my glorious achievement - i churned out 5 assignments in one day, yesterday, 23 april 2002. that's 40 pages of essays and stuff. in one freaking day. literally 24 hours. my brain is absolutely fried already, i'm surprised i can still make complete sentences right now.

i cannot describe the relief i'm feeling right now though. last night at about 2am, i was practically in a state of despair, because i still had 2 assignments to go, and i already felt like giving up, though i knew that i couldn't, being so near to the end already. i was so conflicted, so tired, and absolutely so desperate for some kind of sign that it's ok for me to give up. of course such a sign did not appear, i slogged on till this morning, writing sentence after sentence, in a half-concussed half-conscious manner. i know i wasn't exactly doing my best work, in fact i know these are probably the worst essays i've ever written in my life. but hey, at least it's over and done with now. i'm hoping my sub-conscious mind pulls through for me again

it's one more week of school for me though...followed by finals week..followed by home home home. oh home, beautiful singapore, where i shall go shopping everyday, read all the fun books i want to read, sing karaoke, hang out, watch TV, party, dance, everything everything i don't get to do here. in fact, i think i'm gonna stay home for at least the first 2 days, just sleeping and resting and bumming. guiltless bumming that is. my my my, the greatest pleasure i'm so desperate for these days.

[..............] sigh.

actually, i'm not feeling hyper anymore. i'm really just tired. physically, yes, but mentally too. school is a draining thing, isn't it? or maybe it's just me.

s . l . s . b .
[ stuff . . . ] feeling: relieved, in a retarded way food: bagel with strawberry cream cheese CD: Unplugged show: The Sixpenny Opera reading: no more reading for at least 2 days, i swear! looking forward: end of finals. goodness: i finished all my GIS assignments! sensei watch: we were revising the vocabulary list, which included some terms about kitchen utensils, food items and such. so sensei drew....did i mention how he simply cannot draw? like the last time he tried to draw a snowman..haha...very cute to see him try though!
[ say . . . ] 240402, 1822hr, central time. i didn't say i would be more normal today, did i? well, i'm actually a little hyper right now - hyper in the sleep deprived way. you know how people sometimes are a little twitchy in the morning when they stay up the whole night? well, that's me right now. i'm twitchy and jittery, from a lack of sleep last night. oh my glorious achievement - i churned out 5 assignments in one day, yesterday, 23 april 2002. that's 40 pages of essays and stuff. in one freaking day. literally 24 hours. my brain is absolutely fried already, i'm surprised i can still make complete sentences right now. i cannot describe the relief i'm feeling right now though. last night at about 2am, i was practically in a state of despair, because i still had 2 assignments to go, and i already felt like giving up, though i knew that i couldn't, being so near to the end already. i was so conflicted, so tired, and absolutely so desperate for some kind of sign that it's ok for me to give up. of course such a sign did not appear, i slogged on till this morning, writing sentence after sentence, in a half-concussed half-conscious manner. i know i wasn't exactly doing my best work, in fact i know these are probably the worst essays i've ever written in my life. but hey, at least it's over and done with now. i'm hoping my sub-conscious mind pulls through for me again it's one more week of school for me though...followed by finals week..followed by home home home. oh home, beautiful singapore, where i shall go shopping everyday, read all the fun books i want to read, sing karaoke, hang out, watch TV, party, dance, everything everything i don't get to do here. in fact, i think i'm gonna stay home for at least the first 2 days, just sleeping and resting and bumming. guiltless bumming that is. my my my, the greatest pleasure i'm so desperate for these days. [..............] sigh. actually, i'm not feeling hyper anymore. i'm really just tired. physically, yes, but mentally too. school is a draining thing, isn't it? or maybe it's just me.
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