s . l . s . b . --- today

170402, 1750hr, central time.

circuits exam today was very difficult. shit. as i stepped out of the exam hall, i suddenly remembered how to do one of the easy questions that i got stuck on. man....

the weather today is blistering hot. or maybe it wasn't. but i was in such a foul mood after screwing up an exam it just felt like it. after lunch i tried to do some gis readings in the living room but fell asleep and by the time i woke up, it was time to go to work, and i was feeling all grouchy, being so uncomfortable and sticky and gross, and wishing i'm wearing a bikini instead of actual clothings that can stick to my skin. i was thinking though, i'll be here for summer which is gonna be more or less like this. i shall dig out all my tanktops now, though i'm still reluctant to wear some of them, out of horrific realization that winter fats are still hanging around my body. either i exercise and get fit and trim, or i stop hoping to have the body like the supermodel cindy. probably the latter will happen, and i can once again put on these flesh-baring little pieces of things without embarrassment, like all past summers.

another thing on my mind - summer brings out the roller-bladers! seeing people zoom here and there with those little wheels on their feet, i'm so intensely jealous. i want to blade to class too! well, first i'll have to buy a pair of roller blades, and then i have to actually learn how to blade. i do know how to move on the roller blades - they're very much like ice-skating, aren't they? but like my level of ice-skating expertise, i don't know how to stop. hmm. definitely have to work on that, before i get out to the streets, where there are cars potentially trying to kill me. when i go back to singapore, i shall buy a pair of roller blades, and i shall learn how to blade. i don't care, i just think it looks damn cool, and someone told me blading will help me tighten my butt a little. hmm.

i have great plans for myself in singapore - i will go shopping, of course. i will go out with my friends. and i will learn how to roller blade. oh, and i will lose 10 pounds. hahaha. yeah, i really want to look like the other cindy.

s . l . s . b .
[ stuff . . . ] feeling: tired food: teriyake chicken with rice CD: show: remember the titans reading: Justice system, Shively and Ranney looking forward: 18 april. goodness: i saw alvin, shaun and baby addy today, during my break before japanese. very fun talking to them, though i had to run off in a hurry after that. sensei watch: i talked to him today, told i'm going to miss class tomorrow and friday - actually i'm going to lock myself at home to finish all my gis assignments, but he doesn't know that. sobz, no more sensei till next monday. oh, something else, quite funny. sensei's last name is pronounced very similar to the word for sugar. sato. man, his girlfriend can call him sweetie and be completely right. hahahahahhaha....
[ say . . . ] 170402, 1750hr, central time. circuits exam today was very difficult. shit. as i stepped out of the exam hall, i suddenly remembered how to do one of the easy questions that i got stuck on. man.... the weather today is blistering hot. or maybe it wasn't. but i was in such a foul mood after screwing up an exam it just felt like it. after lunch i tried to do some gis readings in the living room but fell asleep and by the time i woke up, it was time to go to work, and i was feeling all grouchy, being so uncomfortable and sticky and gross, and wishing i'm wearing a bikini instead of actual clothings that can stick to my skin. i was thinking though, i'll be here for summer which is gonna be more or less like this. i shall dig out all my tanktops now, though i'm still reluctant to wear some of them, out of horrific realization that winter fats are still hanging around my body. either i exercise and get fit and trim, or i stop hoping to have the body like the supermodel cindy. probably the latter will happen, and i can once again put on these flesh-baring little pieces of things without embarrassment, like all past summers. another thing on my mind - summer brings out the roller-bladers! seeing people zoom here and there with those little wheels on their feet, i'm so intensely jealous. i want to blade to class too! well, first i'll have to buy a pair of roller blades, and then i have to actually learn how to blade. i do know how to move on the roller blades - they're very much like ice-skating, aren't they? but like my level of ice-skating expertise, i don't know how to stop. hmm. definitely have to work on that, before i get out to the streets, where there are cars potentially trying to kill me. when i go back to singapore, i shall buy a pair of roller blades, and i shall learn how to blade. i don't care, i just think it looks damn cool, and someone told me blading will help me tighten my butt a little. hmm. i have great plans for myself in singapore - i will go shopping, of course. i will go out with my friends. and i will learn how to roller blade. oh, and i will lose 10 pounds. hahaha. yeah, i really want to look like the other cindy.
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