241101, 1057hr, illinois time.

i am so pissed off.

first of all, my guestbook is gone! sob sob sob. i have no idea what's happening, but it's gone. went to the parent website, and it says "currently down for investigation. please check back shortly for more information." what?! eek.

second. i woke up early this morning, very enthusiastic to finally do the bulk of my homework today. but first, as a ritual or something, i wanted to bake something. alvin has sore throat, so i didn't want to bake cookies, i wanted to bake muffins. i opened the baking tray drawer, and omigod, my beautiful muffin baking tray is so incredibly dirty, sticky and gross i was absolutely disgusted.

i instintively just brought the tray to the sink and started scrubbing it. but the more i scrubbed, the angrier i got. i know who left the tray dirty in the drawer, and i'm so fucking sick of his hypocritical ways. no matter what, who can possibly have no sense of guilt get it all dirty and sticky and then put it back into the drawer without cleaning it?! no sense of responsibility, basic courtesy and manners! this is really the last straw. i was so angry, i was ranting and ranting to alvin, because that freaking bastard's not awake yet for me to scream at him.

of course, knowing me, by the time he really wakes up, i would have stopped being angry. like the last time the junior who screwed my room up also got away relatively easily. argh, so frustrating. i wish i can stay angry, just so he can know what a terrible person he is, to get me so pissed off. i would like to believe i'm not that easily provoked, and now he's the number two person to have done so.

grrrrr.

i need to bite someone/something! grrrrr.