140801, 1055hr, Singapore time.

maybe i should start counting down. count down to my fly date...haha... actually it wasn't such a big deal. till i realise i really don't have any time left for anyone anymore. i was supposed to meet liang this evening, to discuss our community project, but he wanted to cancel on me, due to his other commitments. and then i realised i don't have any other time available to meet him. sorry dude, you cancel on the other thing, not me ok?

i'm meeting my rgs friends tomorrow. poor xinyi just had her wisdom teeth removed..think she won't be doing much talking. ming will be late, because of the nature of her job, she can't quite tell us when she'll finally knock off either. addy will be late too, cos she's meeting some other people before us. hmm...but what's important is, at least we'll have some time to sit down, have a drink and chat. the last time we did that was my birthday, but i had to run off quite abruptly and quite early, to get home before 12, so my mom could wish me happy birthday before it's too late.

then tonight, i'm meeting cheryl and a few other guys, to have supper, also to chat.

thursday is family day...i want to spend my last day in singapore with my mom. maybe she'll bring me shopping, and make me do a facial too, like before. [she complains that my skin is not like hers at all. yeah mom, my complexion is more like dad's. which is not a good thing, of course. hahaha...]

and then i fly off friday early morning. 6am. just like the last 2 years....early enough to sort of sneak away, even before my friends realise that i'm gone. jinghua actually asked me quite seriously if i want anyone [as in my friends] to send me off. quite touched, cos 6am is an unearthly hour to demand people to be show up at the airport, and it seems like he would come if i want him to. but nah, don't think so. i'd rather leave quietly. no point making it a big deal.

so nah, no counting down. and the leaving shall be as painless as possible.