s . l . s . b . --- today

050801, 2350hr, Singapore time.

i don't even know what i can say. he's such a great person, really he is. or maybe it's because i already have lower expectations of him, i'm so easily impressed, whatever it is, but he makes me very happy. in so many ways, i'm still a little girl. i like being doted upon, i like people springing small surprises on me. hah.

we didn't go out, we just stayed in. his cooking sucks, he says he wants me to try, before he kills himself with his own cooking when he goes overseas. haha, yes i think he'll probably starve to death. he doesn't like crowds, so we never really went out on a proper date, but i guess today can count as the best date we ever had. there wasn't a cake, cos he says he forgot to order one, and he didn't think we can finish all the food anyway. which was also right, we didn't finish the food. erm, put it this way, it takes far too much courage to eat it all up. ahem. my stomach isn't that strong. hahaha...

it's less than 2 weeks before i go back to school, and he to new york, 2 weeks before we have to make a certain decision, i guess. i really didn't expect him, nor want him, to pull such a stunt. does he realise this makes the decision all the more difficult? does he realise what a weak chicken-hearted wimp i am when it comes to love? does he realise all this trouble will ultimately bring even more trouble? how can a smart person like he not know? argh... does he realise the nicer he is to me, the meaner i will be to him? but i guess no, i won't be mean to him. how to be mean to such a cute face? hahaha...

i don't know, what more can i say. a man who cannot cook. a man who doesn't like crowds [and therefore refused to go orchard road with me]. a man who is christian. a man who smokes socially but doesn't drink [as opposed to me, who drinks socially but doesn't smoke]. a man who didn't give me a present, but said his presence was enough of a present [talk about corny!!]. sigh. a man who makes me happy. sigh. i should be contented. sigh.

bliss bliss bliss....

however shortlived this might be. hmm.

aiyah, i'm such a pessimistic wimp. grr. hahahhaa....

s . l . s . b .
[ stuff . . . ] feeling: contented food: home-cooked soup CD: bought some new CDs, not listened to them yet. show: hongkong movie: love on a diet - so dumb, but sweet i guess. reading: Chinese book poachie lent me - e tong ri ji surfin': erm, OSMP online feedback form. hahaha. looking forward: national day parade this thursday. goodness: read below...
[ say . . . ] 050801, 2350hr, Singapore time. i don't even know what i can say. he's such a great person, really he is. or maybe it's because i already have lower expectations of him, i'm so easily impressed, whatever it is, but he makes me very happy. in so many ways, i'm still a little girl. i like being doted upon, i like people springing small surprises on me. hah. we didn't go out, we just stayed in. his cooking sucks, he says he wants me to try, before he kills himself with his own cooking when he goes overseas. haha, yes i think he'll probably starve to death. he doesn't like crowds, so we never really went out on a proper date, but i guess today can count as the best date we ever had. there wasn't a cake, cos he says he forgot to order one, and he didn't think we can finish all the food anyway. which was also right, we didn't finish the food. erm, put it this way, it takes far too much courage to eat it all up. ahem. my stomach isn't that strong. hahaha... it's less than 2 weeks before i go back to school, and he to new york, 2 weeks before we have to make a certain decision, i guess. i really didn't expect him, nor want him, to pull such a stunt. does he realise this makes the decision all the more difficult? does he realise what a weak chicken-hearted wimp i am when it comes to love? does he realise all this trouble will ultimately bring even more trouble? how can a smart person like he not know? argh... does he realise the nicer he is to me, the meaner i will be to him? but i guess no, i won't be mean to him. how to be mean to such a cute face? hahaha... i don't know, what more can i say. a man who cannot cook. a man who doesn't like crowds [and therefore refused to go orchard road with me]. a man who is christian. a man who smokes socially but doesn't drink [as opposed to me, who drinks socially but doesn't smoke]. a man who didn't give me a present, but said his presence was enough of a present [talk about corny!!]. sigh. a man who makes me happy. sigh. i should be contented. sigh. bliss bliss bliss.... however shortlived this might be. hmm. aiyah, i'm such a pessimistic wimp. grr. hahahhaa....
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