| 0920h
Feeling... guilty Happiness of the day: talking to ming and xinyi on icq this morning. Event of the week: Mambo party at my house this friday. It's only about half past 9 in the morning. My exam today is at 7pm tonight. And I'm freaking panicking like mad. I think I've been such a total slacker for the past week, and I'm so ashamed of myself. I was supposed to build that circuit for the lab by monday, but till now, it's not done yet and it's already thursday. I have to get it ready by tomorrow, for my project partners' lab session tomorrow. But freak, I have another exam tomorrow morning! I was supposed to be able to do my own homework, I had plenty of time to do my own homework, but so far, all the homework due this week have been copied off someone else. I even skipped a whole day of class on Monday [remember?] simply because I overslept. And this exam today, I know I have to do well, since I didn't quite do well enough for the last 2 for this class. I know that I had to study through the night, to cover all the topics I need to know. But what did I do? I slept. Argh~~~~~~ I freaking sleep too much, that's what I do! Last week, I had the excuse of being troubled. Then I had the excuse of not feeling well. But now, what excuse do I have? I'm emotionally quite stable now, my headache's gone now, and I still sleep so much! Man, and of all days to find interesting things to do [like reading past journal entries, surfing for a mp3 player, chatting on icq, organising my emails even.....] and tonight at 7pm, I shall suffer the consequences of my lack of discipline. Argh argh argh. I want to kick myself. argh. | |