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Mood: sleepy Happiness of the day: hearing from Ming on icq today. Event of the week: 1 more exam to go I was just talking to a friend yesterday, about relationship problems. He's having problems with his girl he likes right now, and frankly, from what he told me, the problems are quite complicated. Isn't it always the case? Every single relationship is so complicated...so difficult to understand, to predict.. Like what does her glance mean? Was that just an accidental brush or a deliberate touch? What does his hug mean? Why did he say this? Why did she do that? Question that show all the uncertainties of courtship, and in some people's cases, even of their actual relationships. There's a chinese saying, "dang ju ze mi, pang guan ze qing", which translates to say that the observers see things a lot better than the parties actually involved. And I guess maybe that's why my friend chose to talk to me about his problems. And I hope I gave him some new fresh perspectives. But who can help me? I need new perspectives myself....why did he do that? Why do I have that fluttery feeling in my chest? Am I imagining things? Who can tell me the right answers? I'm so confused... yet I'm happy. What's wrong with me? Damn, I wanted something exciting to happen, but not this. I think I just jinxed myself. | |