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Mood: sleepy Fact of the day: During the Japanese Heian dynasty, the capital city Nara was modelled after the Tang dynasty capital Chang'an. Right down to the location of the palace and temples. event of the week: rest this weekend!
It's been some time since I last wrote huh. Hey, it's only been 3 days, but I feel like it's been such a long time. Possibly because the 3 days have been tough. Besides the 2 tests on Monday, more homework than usual, it's also turned a little chilly, which usually make people feel more miserable than they actually are. Finally, it's thursday, I only have 2 pieces of homework due tomorrow, so I can choose to relax a little. I hope.
Something very bad happened though. I lost my keys! Man, I was so pissed off last night, looking for my keys, the f-word seems inadequate. Partly because I was seriuosly stressed up as well, since I had a lot of work due today, and didn't anticipate wasting a few hours looking for the keys. If they were found, the time spent was not wasted. Unfortunately, they're still missing.
I really hate looking for things, because I'm really not a detail person, and no matter where I look, I keep on having to go back to look again, because I would have a haunting feeling that I didn't look carefully enough. And that's also why I spent such a long time last night, shuttling from my room to the living room, the kitchen, even the laundry area. Man, the only place I've not looked are the other people's rooms and in the toilets.
Anyway, that's though I was feeling rather cheery last night at about 9pm, by 12 midnight, I was fuming mad and ready and snap. So finally, when I lost my eraser as well [yes, I know it's only an eraser,] I started to cry. My tear glands have been rather active players these days huh, re: MAF tearing just a few days back. But because I was just in my room, I had no qualms about just crying and sobbing. For myself. Last week, I was out there with everyone else, cannot afford to cry as and when I feel like it. Anyway, so I started wailing, not unlike the incident some time last semester, when my computer science program refused to work. Usually, crying out loud like that makes me feel so much better.
So today, I feel a little better. Though my keys are still missing, which include some very important keys like my car key, as well as the house key. Damn. Fortunately, my library supervisor promptly gave me a new key when I told her I lost the library key as well, and she was so sympathetic I felt much better. I'm glad I'm working for her, rather than anyone else, cos I know how some people can be totally anal about keys. Usually by thursday, I can afford to slow down and not rush through my work, because my heavy workload tends to concentrate on the beginning of the week. So today, I think after work I'll go home for a short 1 hour nap, before going for my jazz dance class, followed by my swing dance class. Dancing should be able to cheer me up.......
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