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Mood: much better Fact of the day: The celery has, effectively, negative calories, because it takes much more calories to chew and digest it than the calories it provides. event of the week: school. yippee.
It's a wonderful day too. Sunny yet cool, very uplifting kind of weather. It's of course a good day to start work at the library, and basically start afresh. Yes, I'm in a wonderful mood today.
The day actually started out with an interesting dream. It's not one of those fuzzy feeling dreams that made me smile. Instead, it's a dream that made me proud. I don't know why, but this dream looks more like a film I'm directing or something. I'm not the main character, but more like a spectator who sometimes takes the perspective of any character in the dream. And in my vague impression, the direction and cinemography [spelling?] of this dream is pretty good..
And guess what, the city's blue, and not grey in this dream. There also isn't any black sports car.....ooohh...
The dream begins [I think] in this crampy appartment. The main character of the dream is a striking Asian girl, who's very interestingly got big blue eyes. She stays in this apartment with her best friend, who somehow doesn't seem to be as nice to her as a best friend should be. They've both got very straight and very black hair, and somehow their asian identity is very distinctive in this dream.
Let's call this girl Yu, to make things simple. She has a strange ability, or rather, curse. It seems that whoever she dreams of will have bad luck. On hindsight, this is probably why her best friend doesn't want to get too close to her. Y'know, so she wouldn't have to risk appearing in Yu's dreams.
Yu tries not to sleep too much, not to dream too much. She also tries to keep away from everyone else, so protect the others, as well as herself. Maybe it's the dark rings around her eyes, or maybe it's the general gloominess of the apartment, it almost seems as though she has this aura of loneliness around her. But she does have a pet snake [I think].
[This is one part of the dream I really like. Picture a small rusty window grill, looking out to a clear blue sky, some greenery and general soothing scenery. Next to the grill, is a clear big jar containing one small green snake. And don't ask me why snake. The colour combination and the whole serenity of this shot is just very interesting to me. ]
I think there's then some sort of a break in the dream, but anyway, just one day, Yu fell asleep in her room. [This is a totally different part of the dream.] And then her own dream started. [yeah, weird, isn't it? A dream within a dream.] She dreamt that she went home to her parents' place. And met her aunt there. Or rather, she met this woman in the bathroom in the house, whom she assumed to be her aunt, though she doesn't recognise her at all. The woman was doing some weird things to the bathroom, and Yu felt quite creeped out, so she left the bathroom and went to her parents' bedroom. Somehow, her parents are not around, though she had the impression they were calling her. She lied down in the bed, and was just resting, when this man came into the room.
This man doesn't seem to be surprised that Yu was in the room, and went straight to her side, and started carressing her black hair. She was totally freaked out, because somehow, she felt protective over this man, and didn't want to affect him with her dream curse. So the whole time, Yu was trying to push him away. Obviously, the guy didn't budge at all, somewhat still molesting her hair. [This part is freaking weird!]
Eventually, Yu felt so comfortable with the man's touches, she was almost going to fall asleep. [Must note that yu is a sleep deprived girl....] Then suddenly, she realised that the man was already naked and trying to have sex with her or something. [No, this does not say *anything* about my sexual desires at all.] She screamed and then she woke up.
Picture: She gasps for air, looks around her room, with her blue eyes wide open, hair all messed up, eyebags still visible. There's nothing wrong with the room, it seems to be evening, because the room appears more orange than before. Yu stares at this box of tissue paper right beside the window. The window is closed, but pieces of tissue paper continue to be pulled out and fly to the left, as if blown out of the box by a strong wind current from the right.
Yu is freaked out, and her blue eyes become especially obvious here. She hears her best friend call her name, she turns behind and she sees her friend standing at the doorway. And standing next to her, is the man. Naked. She screams.
And then I woke up.
Whoa.........
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