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Mood: weird Fact of the day: Alexander the Great managed to create the biggest empire in the history of the world at the age of 23. But his empire lasted only 10 years, as he unexpectedly died of a fever at the age of 33. event of the week Picnic on friday
I'm so proud of myself. I actually did it. Man, I emailed ws.
I've been thinking about it for such a long time, but I never dared to do it. And today, I did. It's weird. As I stared at the computer screen, I didn't really know what to say. Formal? He'll probably laugh, cos I've never been formal with him before. Casual? I'm not sure if he's forgiven me already and besides, I don't want him to get the wrong idea. How should one speak to the guy that she's been so close to for 2 years before an ugly break up?
We've had so much good times, but I really hurt him when we broke up. He still emails the class, about his adventures in India, and everytime I read his mail, I remember how I was first attracted to him when we wrote little notes/letters to each other in class. His sense of humour, his good nature, his poetic mind. Man, I really do remember why I used to like this guy so much.
But it's just too bad, it had to end. Or even if it didn't have to, it did. Now as I think back about that painful period of time, I wonder if he still thinks of me kindly. I've been such a childish bitch. Will he accept my friendship? Will he email me back? I don't know. All I know is, I miss him. He's such a great guy.
Will he email me back?
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