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Mood: worse than yesterday Fact of the day: event of the week dreaded engineering exams this friday.
I got the results back for that stupid engineering test I was whining about a few days ago. As expected, I did better than the class average, but it's low enough to make me have a B/C grade for my first exam, which is not good. Sigh...so that sort of gave me a bad morning.
Then I struggled with my homework for what felt like ten thousand years, and only managed to do 1 out of 5 questions. It's the same engineering course, no doubt. The very same one this Friday too. [refer to "event of the week"] And one wonders why I feel so discouraged and why I believe I'm going to cry on Friday.
Then I failed my driving test again. I cannot believe it man. What the hell is wrong? I don't even want to talk about the details, but I really don't think I should have failed. I'm really so down in my luck. Maybe I'm destined to remain a passenger all the time. Maybe I'm destined to take the bus everywhere I go. Maybe I should find a boyfriend who can drive me everywhere I go. Hah.
Then after my driving test, because I took my own sweet time to return the car to my senior, I received a very aggressive email that basically blasted me for taking her and her car for granted. It's probably partly my fault, but she's pissed not only with me, but also a few other people who are equally guilty and it just kinda sucks that I'm the only one who gets the scolding. Sigh, think I'll need to get her a thank you card tomorrow.
The title of today's entry is Down and Up....Up is what I hope tomorrow will be. I'm trying to cheer myself up, but today just sucks so bad. Tired...
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