| 2000hr
Mood: fine Inspiration of the day: I want to learn more about the styles of Paul Taylor and Martha Graham - two of the greatest modern dance choreographers in America. event of the week Swing dancing this wednesday
I was just reading a women's magazine, and there was this pop quiz about how compatible you are with your partner or something like that. Despite being so absolutely single, I still insisted on doing that quiz, using what I remembered about my relationship with my ex of course. It turns out that I am very compatible with him indeed. Damn.
I don't really want to get into the details, but according to the quiz, we communicate well, we connect emotionally and our personalities complement each other or something like that. Oh man, then why did I break up with him? Oh well..the quiz isn't too accurate is it?
I think I'm suffering from PMS. Or at least, it seems to everyone else that I am. For no less than 5 times, my friends have asked me if I'm ok. Yesterday, Li insisted that I have something on my mind and that she's willing to listen. I was like, Huh? Erm, so I'm perfectly fine... Just like on Saturday night, the girls thought that I was upset and insisted on coming to my room when I refused to go out. Hmm...but funny thing is, when I was actually depressed, sometimes if I insist on hiding it, I can be quite good at it and nobody will know. I'm quite a puzzling person, I realise. But I'm of course still very touched by their concern. After all, it's so much easier to just avoid a pms-ing grumpy person. The only concern I have now is that I really am fine! I'm just a little dazed lately, partly because I've not been sleeping well and partly because I have a lot on my mind. Not depressing stuff, just miscellaneous stuff like things I need to do, my plans for summer, my plans for the next semester and so on. I guess I should try and look happier. It makes my friends feel better too. I'm listening to this Japanese CD I bought online. Man, I wish I can learn some Japanese. I will always regret not taking Japanese classes when I could, during secondary school, just to rebel against my parents. Damn it. One of the stupidest decisions I've ever made. I'm trying to sing along to the songs, though I have no idea if I'm pronouncing the words right, nor what they mean. Think I should get some French CDs too - it'll be so fun if I can sing along in french. I'm really in such a frivolous mood these days. Even though it's only 2 weeks to the final exams. This is called the calm before the storm..... | |