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Mood: a little depressed actually Fact of the day: My java program finally worked! event of the week Shaun's birthday this saturday. I still have tonnes to work to do. But I don't feel like doing them. Hehe. As usual of course.
Today, Li asked me, out of the blue, "Don't you think it's so sad? That we don't have a social life?" I was puzzled, because although I'd really rather meet more international and american students that I know now, I think my social life is hardly really that pathetic. Then she elaborated, "Y'know, no boyfriend and so on."
Ooooohhhhhhh.........It's the valentine's day thingy getting to her. And me, actually.
The aisles of the supermarkets are lined with red heart-shaped candies, chocolates, gifts, teddy-bears, blah blah blah. It's hard to not get into the "festive" mood, especially since once in a while, I hear girls discussing what gifts to buy. They talk about it in the elevators, in the cafeteria, on the bus, walking in the Quad....I don't know if it's my imagine, but everyone seems to be talking about it all the time!
And it's irritating me to hell...
I'm not really that sore that I don't have a boyfriend right now. I mean, I wish I do have one, but that's really because of how lonely I feel. Not exactly the best emotional weakness to have in the month of February. I'm barely getting over the guy I like. Not a good time for me at all.
Sigh...I feel like such an idiot. I shouldn't feel so sad about spending V-day alone. There's nothing wrong with that, I'm sure. I hope. It's all in the mind..it's all in the mind...it's all in the mind.......
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