My voice is completely gone now. While showering, I tried to talk to myself. [Y'know, so if I sound awful, at least the croaking can be covered up by the sound of the shower. I normally do not talk to myself during showers. =P ] Yet, nothing I said sounded like anything. I was merely just grunting and yes, croaking. It was horrible.

So I got through my day with my trusty little pen and little notebook.

I have no idea if they're corelated, but I just didn't feel like being around people at all today. But it's not the I'm-so-pissed-with-everyone kind of anti-social feeling, but the let's-pretend-I'm-invisible kind of feeling. It just feels so surreal.

Oh, but of course, obviously I'm not invisible. It's especially irritating when someone has opened the door for me and I can't say thank you. Or when someone said thank you to me and I can't say it's ok. I appear very rude when I can't talk.

My lab test results says that it's only a virus and the doctor told me that it should die off itself. Oh great, so now all I have to do is to wait for the stupid virus to die off before I can speak again.

On the other hand, actually my day has been so peaceful I'm actually wondering how it would be like if I'm really mute. No distractions, no way people can reach me by phone, no arguing...blah blah blah. Somehow, I feel like I'm alone, no attachments, no obligations. And I think I like that.

But really, this throat is killing me. Argh.