I didn't even realise that I've not updated for such a long time. It's not that I have forgotten about the page, but somehow, I've always got something more important to do. Like homework due the next day, test/quiz the next day, blah blah blah. Knowing how pathetic my social life is now, of course all of the so-called more important matters are to do with school work. I'm so sick of school...sigh...

Just this morning, I had a class at 8am. I woke up at 7am and I wondered if I should go back to sleep, so that I can oversleep on purpose and miss my class. Of course, I eventually lugged myself off my bed and went for my classes anyway. But still, the feeling of dread that I felt was really strong.

I think this is probably what most students feel everyday anyway. But I'm still surprised with myself. Afterall, I have been looking forward to studying here for quite some time. It's more than just getting to the USA, but also the actually studying. Probably because I have been so intellectually inactive for that half-a-year after the 'A' Levels I thought I actually needed to study to feel smart. Duh~ Bad idea.

Previously, in both RGS and hwachong, I've never felt this reluctance so strongly before. I figured it's probably because I always look forward to see my friends in school even if I hate the work. I'm still waiting for the day for that to happen here. It's not that bad. I know at least 1 or 2 non-Singaporeans from each of my classes now. But somehow, it's just not enough.

Oh well. Just a little bit of whining about school from yet another student. Afterall, what's new?