He's not even good looking, but I guess attraction can be quite irrational and random. He probably knows that I'm attracted to him, but I also know that he's not interested in me. Which probably makes him such a jerk for being so nice to me.

The story is actually more complicated than that, but that's the basic skeleton. Which is also what I'm been whining to my close friends about for the past one week. They're probably sick of telling me to give him up, but this time, by making this little announcement online, I just want to show my determination in not allowing him to influence my mood anymore.

I am a single modern young woman. I can survive without a man. Survival is all I need now, before I actually find the rhythm of my life again.