Sudden inspirations or cravings:
I want to go overseas.

I just went through a very unhappy period of time with my mother. She has been getting on my nerves again. Damn.

It's got to do with me going out again. Don't think I'm the kind that parties till the cows come home. On the contrary, I consider myself pretty homely already. Ask any of my friends. ( I think they should defend me anyway. humph. )

She's got this very irritating habit of generalising and exaggerating: I go out 3 times a week=I go out ALL the time. Or, I go out with my secondary school friends twice a month = I spend too much time with them. Oh well, I guess the education system during the 60s and 70s baffles me. MY teachers always tell me not to generalise~ hehe.

But I guess I cannot blame her. I think she really wants me to stay at home to help with the housework. This is also the reason why she didn't want me to find a job. Brilliant~ My life for the next few months shall go something like waiting at home for her to come home. Sigh....life sucks. Or at least, it's going to.

I can only give in to her I guess. Afterall, it is a fact that she has done a lot for this family and I do admire her for that. There, she should feel happy at least I dare to admit that on public World Wide Web. Hehe.

I am actually feeling pretty okay now, because she was actually talking nicely to me just now. Besides, I just recieved my SAT results. I'm quite pleased with myself...hehe...Ego time..=)

How am I supposed to end this entry...I guess I cannot hate my mom. "Disagreements" like this should be quite common right? Oh well...lame....