Somethings Not Right - Part 2 by Terrasa
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Duo looked at the copy of the prescription on the computer, it was
a heavy sleeping pill. One that not many people use anymore because
you could overdose easily.
“What the hell is Heero doing with Zerhtricycl.” Zerhtricycl
or Zp. was a drug made especially for the trips to colonies in shuttles
that can take hours and days. It was almost stopped being used because
many people were getting sick and some died on shuttles too far away
from a hospital to get treatment for accidentally overdosing. ::Heero
hasn’t been going on shuttles, maybe he hasn’t been able
to sleep, but why would he chose this drug when there are others without
the risk?::
Duo tapped his fingers on the keys of the computer a couple of times.
His forehead was starting to crease as he worried what Heero was up
to. ::God he better not be thinking of overdosing, but I guess if
you didn’t want anyone to find out your death was a suicide,
then that would be the best way to go. Gah! what are you thinking
about? Heero isn’t the kind of person who would do that kind
of thing. And even if he was thinking of suicide I’m sure Quatre
would be able to tell.::
Suddenly Duo had an idea. “His laptop that’s it! If I
can somehow get into that maybe I can find out something more.”
The next three hours Duo spent trying to get into Heero’s laptop.
“Hmmm… well at least I know he still HAS his laptop, not
that he would ever get rid of it. But its gonna be hell getting past
all his security.” Duo scratched his head and started the long
process of hacking into Heero’s computer. ::Heh! If anyone can
get into the perfect soldiers computer I can. Just you wait Heero!::
~~~~~~~~~~~
Heero sat at the dinning room table looking at his plate of food.
Quatre was at the head of the table with Trowa to his left and Wufei
to his right. Then there was about ten (Heero lost count) of Quatre’s
sisters between where he sat at the far corner of the table and where
the three pilots sat. Right now he could here them laughing and talking
about Quatre’s latest business disaster. Of course he was not
in the conversation. Ever since ‘She’ arrived.
“Heero! Nice day isn’t it?” Heero internally groaned
and turned his head to acknowledge the girl sitting next to him. She
was one of Quatre’s sisters, and she had come to be obsessed
with Heero. He had found out that she had told Quarte that she liked
him, so Quatre trying to be the ‘good friend’ was trying
to hook Heero up with the said sister. Heero had no intention of liking
her, Even if her voice was not as squeaky as Relena’s. But all
Quatre ended up doing was distancing Heero from his fellow ex pilots.
He sighed and looked at the girl with blond short bob hair and brown
eyes. She was one of the few Winner’s that had brown eyes. Most
had blue so she told him. That wasn’t the only thing ‘she’
told him, she seemed to love to talk. And every time she rambled on
his chest started to hurt when reminded of another talkative person
whom was far away.
He realized that she was waiting for an answer, so he quickly shoved
his thoughts away. “No, I don’t see this day as any different
from the other days.” She laughed at his response much to his
annoyance. Finally after some more rambling she left him alone to
talk with one of her other sisters.
He quickly picked up the food of his plate and dropped it under the
table where the two family dogs were waiting. The small dogs were
accustomed to Heero giving them his food and so were ready to devour
the meal.
Heero looked back across the table at his once friends, he hadn’t
even talked to them in weeks. ::I wonder if they even know I am here?::
He got up and excused himself from the table turning to see that his
“friends” didn’t even know he was leaving.
::Well I guess I cant blame them, I don’t deserve friends.
All I am doing here is using up his money, Quatre would probably be
glad to see me go. Well he wont have to worry about me much longer
anyway.::
Heero walked up to his room on the other side of the estate. Stepping
in he felt a chill of cold air from the window being left open. He
didn’t bother to get anything warmer on, or to even close the
window. ::I don’t deserve to be warm, not what after all I’ve
done:: He walked over and sat down at his computer. A beeping noise
caught his attention and his eyes widened. Someone had gotten into
his files. Someone had hacked into HIS computer!
His breath quickened as he clicked on the beeping icon.
“SHIT!” Heero stared at the status bar telling what was
opened recently. Someone had read his journal!
~~~~~~~~~~~~
Duo was in. He had finally after hours of trying, got into Heero’s
laptop files. Though he was thrilled with his success he was soon
shocked at what he found. It appeared Heero had a journal. Duo would
have laugh at knowing that the perfect soldier had something like
a diary if he was not worried about Heero’s health. He looked
at the dates of entries and decided to start at an entry a week earlier,
he just wanted to make sure Heero was alright, not read into his personal
thoughts too much.
As he started reading he gasped and put his hand over his mouth in
shock. “Oh my god!” He quickly shut the program and began
searching for the next shuttle to Earth. Duo closed his eyes for a
minute thinking over what he had read.
Journal:
Feb 15
Haven’t slept
for three days. For some reason when I lay down and think of the dreams
I keep having, I don’t want to fall asleep. I have no right
to dream about him. Soon it will be over though.
Journal:
Feb 16
Picked up prescription
drug. Plan on hinting to Quatre that I am having sleeping problems
so he doesn’t suspect anything wrong with taking sleeping pills.
Sat at dinning room table again and felt sick watching Quatre, Wufei,
and Trowa down at the end of the table having fun. I am just a burden
to them.
Didn’t eat
anything again today. Gave food to the dogs.
Journal:
Feb 17
Had another dream
, he was in it like all the others, we talked like usual. I hate them,
why do they torture me so and taunt me with what I can not have. If
only I hadn’t been so stupid. I hate myself.
Journal:
Feb 18
I plan on doing
it in a couple of days. I have barely eaten this month. I seem really
pale, nobody has noticed though, perhaps they don’t want to
notice. I just hope when I am gone that they will be happy.
Journal:
Feb 19
Slept for an hour.
Had dream again with him in it, woke up with stomach ach and had to
throw up. Possible side effect of the drug. Calculated that it would
take 4 pills. I plan on taking 6 pills two each hour two lessen chances
that they will find out it was not an accident.
~~~~~~~~~~~
Heero stared at his computer for a half hour. ::What am I going to
do? Who would hack into my computer? No one ordinary person could
get in. Only person I know skilled enough would be…::
Heero began a search on his computer for any computer that was connected
to his in the last couple of hours. About thirty minutes later he
came across something. He had been able to trace the connection all
the way to L2.
“The only person I know in L2 would be Duo… and he is
the only one I know who could pull something like this off…
SHIT!” Heero slammed his fists on the desk. “This is not
good.”
He closed his eyes and leaned back in his chair. ::But why would
Duo want to look into my personal files after all this time? I hope
he doesn’t figure anything out, I mean he could have looked
at any of my journal files, doesn’t mean he read any giving
myself away. Shit, what am I thinking, even if he did read them he
wouldn’t care whether or not I kill myself.::
“I’ll do it tomorrow.” Heero closed his eyes and
took a deep breath. Then he started the long process of deleting ever
trace of himself that ever existed on his laptop.
::Delete files… ok… Delete all Journal entries….
ok…. done… Mission starts tomorrow::
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TBC
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