I never knew the term love. Maybe once I did, but now...
Being locked up in my damp cage, with the all the demons screaming at me, I sat silently drawing death over and over my body. I suppose when Dakki wanted to be my mother, I had imagined a minute trace of this word in her lovely, crystal voice.
There, it's a figure of my imagination after all. Loneliness can turn one into madness, and madness grips your heart, squeezes it into pieces until you want to touch someone to ease the pain. I called her "Mama" and lain my head on her icy lap.
"I think I'm broken."
And a big, fat tear rolled down my cheek.
I screamed in my mind, be my mother and puppet me like a doll.
She smiled secretively, her hands patted my hair in rhythm, speaking of sins we will commit together and people to punish.
Look at me, look at the one you've abandoned, look at the broken body encased in silver, the body no one will touch except that "woman" who want to use me......silver bracelets, silver rings, silver earrings, silver anklets, silver belts...I slide them around my body, let these pure, beautiful things wash away my decay!!
There, I'm being wistful again. I don't like it, not at all. I twirled around the created space like a dying leaf. Nothing is so fun as today. I'm going to bring on the Grand Finale of the Spectacle of the Year. Me! The Abandoned Child years ago. Just thinking make me shivered on the ground, drowning in this unspeakable delight.
No, but the real jubilee is the priceless moments afterward.
Just you wait, atashi no hime-chan, soon you will be like me, in a broken body, your mind in more pieces than shattered crystals...
Don't be a spoil sport, atashi no hime-chan, I know you will be a good girl....
You will be broken.
Just like me.
Because I will break you.
Short short stupid fic I made up. ^_^ Gomen minna, you're going to have to figure this out yourselves... ^-^ it's a very obvious person... oh well.. you'll figure out who's who soon... a very dark... and... vengeful person who stalks the one she calls 'hime' for her life...
HINT HINT.
Comments? ;_; Onegai? @_@ ::points at her email link to the top:: -_- But you guys didn't answer before. Gr. I'm bitter.
