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10.08.04 � FRI

__� MO0D + hungry/sleepy
__� BUMPIN +breakaway kelly clarkson
__� QUiCK NOTES +junior yr
__� ayy.. i don't know what to say.. i've been soo busy lately that i hardly have time for almost everything.. gosh.. things have been reli different since the last time i was here.. a lot of things had changed and many things had happened.. skol has been relly complicated for me.. and i think im starting to freak out about the world outside.. im skared!!.. but anyways.. things had been better now though for a while.. i try not to think of all the things that im going through and just accept them all.. i had been soo stressed out already.. that i just dont want to go through the same experience again.. as long as i dont give up.. i CAN pull through.. 'nd i know that things are gonna be much different and complicated as i get older.. but at this point.. i just want to live my life and be able to enjoy every single moment.. i realize that you really dont understand some things unless u get the chance to experience them.. i was sooo close at giving up.. but i learn that every time we break..we learn to put ourselves back togehter again.. and each fall make us much more stronger (.. but that only happens if we let it..)

WoRd Of WiSdOM: when troubles come, they are only temporary ---for nothing lasts forever


06.20.04 � WED

__� MO0D + lacking sleep [badly]
__� BUMPIN +what makes you different (makes you beautiful) BSB
__� QUiCK NOTES +FATHER'S DAY
__� whoa.. i havnt been here for a long long time.. for once i even forgot that i hav this.. lol.. well anyways.. skol is finally over.. now my schedule is pretty hectic.. im going to wisconsin over the summer.. kinda i ono.. i thought i would be excited about it.. but i guess not.. hmm... michel's & aries' wedding is approaching.. im excited my cousin from vienna is gonna come over here.. i kant wait.. i havnt seen her for four years now.. heheh... and we were just kids back then... well..that's pretty much wat's up.. um.. im not sure if ill be able to update once im there at wisconsin.. but ill try.. i hav a lot of hw to do too.. so yeah.. well .. ciao.. im out!!

P.S. HAPPY FATHER's DAY to all Dad and soon to be... im really thankful for you daddy.. ilooveyooh... i dont know what i would be without you


04.22.04 � WED

__� MO0D + so effing tired
__� BUMPIN +this love by maroon 5
__� QUiCK NOTES +reviews for STAR testing
__� gosh..i hate skol so much.. its like soooo damn boring mann... shitness i say skol shud be optional!!! den next week we hav STAR testing wats up wid dat?? isnt it enuf dat we hav to struggle so much just to pass one klass.. mann... OMG im soo hooked to dis song.. this love..yeah yeah.. i know dat its like overplay... but its kinda annoying...dats y i like it... unlike of course of usher's yeah i dont like dat song... basically it just go.. yeah yeah yeah yeah watever...ummm im soo tired... it was reli fun today... i went to maki's place to help her and jessica to do their spanish project..it was hilarious... ahhaa. oh... maki's my MOM 'nd jessy is my sister...ahaha.. i have a cough cough loser mom...ahha.. she said it herself.. now me and jess is like double d...well...g2g now...still hafta finish some hw...bye!

get out (leave) by jojo [can yooh believe she's onli fourteen??]

03.31.04 � WED

__� MO0D + bored
__� BUMPIN +charmed life by leigh nash
__� QUiCK NOTES +one week before spring break
__� well, hello everyone..hehe ..i just want to update here..since i havnt been here in a while..a lot of things happened..but im not sure if ill be able to put them all up here..im still kinda busy at skol right now.. the trial at my biology class is done..and i think i did okay.so its no problem..but then im becoming too lazi doing my hw in english and in math..men...so yeah..well..dats the best i kan do right now..ill put up more later.k..bye

03.01.04 � WED

__� MO0D + sOo buM
__� BUMPIN +hey whatever by westlife
__� QUiCK NOTES +five days before i turn 16
__� OMG..i miss it here..i havnt been here for a long ass time..hehe there's a lot of stuff to say but i dont know where to start..so yeah..hMm..for a starter..our pc is still malfunctioning..it sucks so much..grrr..but hey..wat kan i dOo.. i went to the military ball on saturday..it was ok [i actuali went]..keke =]..it was OK no other comments..ppl are soOo sweet..reli..i owe a bunch to my cousin te cristine and of course..my sister rhesh <=i cant believe dat im actuali saying dat!!! den some more stuff happened..i kant remember em all..men...i feel so stress right now...tOo much going on my mind...ei...after dis week..ders onli twelve yup 12 weeks left of skol..i know dat it's still long..den minus one week off for the srping break [i kant wait for dat wun]..but dats still long...and before we know it..skol is out..yay!! so excited..hMm..im turning 16 sixteen soon...OMG!! i feel soOo OLD..men..i dont know if imma do anything for my birthday since i hav to do something for my conformation klass during dat day...grr..dat klas is gay..suck ass so much!..at least its my lasst year..den im done *woot*woot*..
__� well..dats it for now..ill update wen i got a chance again..'nd for now...goodbye! gotta get back to my research..[sigh]


ps i feel sOo bad! =[ i promise dat i wouldnt curse..cuss..or swear for forty days and forty nights..men!! tell me off if yOoh catch me doing it..k =]


01.07.04 � WED

__� MO0D +sleepy =[
__� BUMPIN +more to life by stacey orrico
__� QUiCK NOTES +bak 2 skol again
__� i was just wondering.. everytime ders something new about a person.. we always say "you've change".. but changed wat? physical appearance? but do people really changed..i come to a realization dat no matter how much our face change and our body grows.. some part of us never reli alter.. somehow.. a part of us stay da same no matter how the world evolves
__¬ a new year has come.. and i know a new life has just begun..


12.10.03 � WED

__� MO0D +sleepy =[
__� BUMPIN +all i want for xmas by MaRiaH CarEy
__� QUiCK NOTES +just nine more days before xmas vacation
__� wow havnt been here for a while.. well.. wat kan i say.. i've been realli busy with my life.. so yeah... i dont knoe wat else to say.. i hope everywun is having fun and getting redi for xmas.. dont forget to buy me present haha.. jp =]..btw.. since i havnt been updating here welcome to our newest family member NATHAN ANDREW...so yeah... another boy..soooper kool!


11.16.03 � SAT

__� MO0D +aight =[
__� BUMPIN +cuz im a girl by JiNi
__� QUiCK NOTES +X-MAS IN DA PARK #2 (interact)
__� dang...havnt been here for a while..i've been really BUSY with everything...skol been so frustrating..its killing me...i've been doing volunteer work too for INTERACT..so yeah...gotta spend time with my HOMMIES..well..i dont reli know what to say...ill try to update here more often tho..k..bai!!


10.28.03 � MON

__� MO0D +sleepy =[
__� BUMPIN +why can't i by Liz Phair
__� QUiCK NOTES +EARLY DAY
__� today was early day.. we get out of school early 'cause the teachers have meetings.. (which i extremely appreciating).. 'nd it was soooo damnHOT too.. i haven't updated for a while 'cause i was sooo busy this past week cause of all my projects and hws.. but anyways..nothing much is new.. im stil bored most of the time and always busy doing HOMEWORK..
i took a test today in algebra 2..i was hella late cause i didnt really know about the whole "early day" thing.. well it was kinda easy so i finished it.. (there was only five questions).. in HISTORY we didn't really do anything except have some discussion about the differences between guys 'nd girls.. it was interesting cause "people" in my class was soo "in" into the topic..there was some harsh (very) comments and some pretty funny stuff too.. it's amazing how people actually respond when it comes to "those lessons".. people that doesn't really participate in "class" actually had an opinion on "that" discussion and everyone had different opinion.. it was fun.. except it's almost HALFWAY the semester and we're still in chapter 1 in our history book...most of the time..all we do in history is listen to all the "things" that major just needed to tell us even though they're NOT related to WORLD HISTORY

__� MUSIC: billy s. by skye sweetnam


10.18.03 � SAT

__� MO0D +tired =[
__� BUMPIN +concrete angel by martina mcbride
__� QUiCK NOTES +PSAT TESTING
__� well.. i took thePSAT `nd it wask ok.. the math part was pretty easy but the english part was kinda hard. i didn't really like doing the ANALOGIES and the READING COMPREHENSIONS.. me, jenny and michael was in the same same classroom. so during break, i just hang out with jenny outside the classroom..
after the test.. me and yvonne went to her house and decided to go to McDONALDS 'cause we're bored and hungry..we ordered TWICE cause.. well.. we were hungry.. we saw XtiNe and OaNh in there too.. then after eating at McDonalds.. yvonne deicided to go to WALGREENS and buy some nailpolish..so i went with her and i also bought the "stuff" i needed to dry clean my JROTC uniform.. so it took us a pretty good half hour in there then we walked back to her house.. when we got there, it's almost 2:0o PM so i walked home.. she was gonna ask her dad to drop me off my house but when we got back, they weren't there so yvonne walked me a little bit up to near the stopligh.. i walked the rest by myself..
when i got home.. my cousin took us to her house and me and my sister hang out there until 10:0o PM.. we basically just did KARAOKE.. all of us there.. trying to beat each other scores.. it was fun..but when i got back home.. im so exhausted..but the whole day was wonderful..


10.17.03 � FRI

buMpiN:right thurr by chingy
modd:hyper
update:
went to the homecoming rally today...it's okay...last year was better tho..nothing much happen today..it was soooo boring..except in JROTC...we had a drill down..it was kinda fun..then after school, i walked home with cathy cause her dad didnt picked us up...but it was okay..its hella hot tho..i swear..when i got home..i took a shower right away then take a nap...tomorrow im taking the PSAT so im going to bed early..kk..

10.16.03 � THURS

buMpiN:perfect by simple plan
mood:sleepy
update:
i have a very bad headache today. i think im getting sick or something. but anyways, school is soooo damn boring stil. from PE to BIO, all i did was listened to my teachers. it was really boring. we had a SAT CHAT so the classes are like shorter (thank god).ohh...me and kulsoom was hella laughing today when we went to our assigned classroom to do the SAT CHAT cause we saw mr. harris wearing jeans..haha..kulsoom was all "doode..look at that...everybody look at it..first time...you might only see that once in a year"..haha...what a nuthead...haha..j/p. then, in JROTC, we had a guest speaker. he's a police/sheriff here in santa clara but i forgot his name. so instead of doing the pledge of allegiance, we listen to star spangle banner. i think major. spearman wanted to do it all special and sh*t. i forgot to update here yesterday. so here's what happened:
me and richard did a presentation in BIO and i cant believe that richard actually did our project..OMG!!.hehe...i think i should put more trust and faith in him...never saw that part of him before...that's probably why katherine hella love him. then kathy and alyssa (remember from davis) visited us at OG..it's nice cause i haven't seen them for such a long time. so yeah..basically that's what happened yesterday..oh well...got to go now...i have a conformation class today so i better start doing my homework...bai bai!



10.13.03 � MON

buMpiN:stay the same by joey mcintyre
mood:nappy
update:
WOW...i haven't been here for a while. it seems as if i have not updated here for a whole entire year. but anyways, lots of stuff had happen. just last friday, our first grading period end. i hope that i pass cause if i don'l i'll be crying like a baby. school is so damn boring and hard now. i dont like it. teachers makes us do hella homework and work. today is PJ's day at school. so i wore my PJs to show my "eagle spirit"..hehe..but i've been really busy the past weeks. i don't get enough sleep anymore. it really sucks!!!btw, my cousin BETH is having her baby shower soon. hope i make it cause i've been doing community service lately. which is actually pretty good. i still have lots of stuff to tell but i don't really have enough time. i still have to do my homework so i'll just talk to you guys later. k!!



09.30.03 � TUE

buMpiN:one last cry
mOod:sleepy
update:
OMG...skol sucks!!today...i have to wear my uniform for ROTC...its not so comfortable dats why i hate it...then at english, we took the NWEA test at reading...i barely finish it too..its not dat difficult but i was sooooo sleepy this morning. as usual, we march during PE and i took the chp.2 test at ALG 2..its not dat hard...i hope i pass tho...then at BIO, we had the cell play..and our group's act/play was gay...ours was the shortest one and we're the only one that didnt have puppet..but i dont really care, as long as i pass...so yeah...basically thats my day...and guess what..i also forgot to bring my application for CAMP ANYTOWN...aaarrrggg...it's due tomorrow and i stil dont have any sponsor..i'll try to turn it in though...well that's all for now..i got to bounce...bai bai



09.17.03 � WED

men. im soooo pissed today. imagine, after all those issues about the uniform thing, my instructor in JROTC is getting all pussy and strict about our marching. im soooo in trouble doodes. its my first year and i dont know anything about the marching and all those commands that they use on the drill. and goodness there is soooo many freaking much to learn. so today, srgt. spearmen ask all those people who dont know how to march to go and learn. and because its short period, we went outside and practice. alonso and kayla teach me, cristina, andrew and this other girl about the commands. and boy all i know is the "aboutface","left face","right face" and "attention". gosh. i hav so much to learn and i reli do need to work on them. so alfonso taught me and the other girl how to do the "right/left flank" and the "rear step march"..and believe me, its really difficult for me to do it because it takes a lot of coordination and focus and also, you need to know which foot to step and which way to move and how to time your step and many more stuff...arrrrggg...i think im gonna die...its too much. i should've joined the corp last year so that im not so behind or i shouldn't have join at all...

since that there are people that still dont know how to march, srgt. spearman wants us to get someone to help us practice and learn during breaktime, lunch or after school. but i dont know anyone who can be available...he wants us to be perfect and all in his class...



09.16.03 � TUE

OMG...today is our (sophomores) first day to wear our JROTC uniform.. it sucks...the whole uniform is so uncomfortable...arrrggg..and i didnt wear my necktab because i didnt know that we're suppose to wear them. so i called ate cristine and asked her if she can go get it on my house and bring it to school. thanks to her i didnt get in trouble. but it reli stinks. first of all, i dont know how to wear the stupid uniform (i mean all those rules that we suppose to follow while wearing them) and the inspection takes forever. we have to stand outside the classroom and be on "attention" for almost the whole entire period and get check. geez...if i only knew that ROTC is that difficult, i probably didnt joined at all...i feel really dumb!!!



09.15.03 � MON

today is my dad, auntie lubing, & uncle lando are leaving for the philippines. i wanna go with them to the airport but i have homework and it's also school night. so yeah. i just hope they get there all good and fine. you know. later



09.12.03 � FRI

today was reli reli fun...uncle mikee took me and rhesh to the baseball game... we went down there to san francisco to watch the game at pacbell park..and boy wasnt it great. first of all the weather reli cooperate..it wasnt cold...its just cool and the breeze feels reli good. and we were sitting on the top of the ballpark..but i reli like it there, u can see everything and the whole ballpark. it was reli fun except rhesh is so fucking annoying. i swear...but other than that i had a reli good time.. we got home at exactly 12:0o am...so yeah...well skol still suxs...but yeah..ill tell u more later coz rhesh keeps fucking whining here...she hella bugs me sooooo much...arrrgg



09.07.03 � SUN

men...today was sooooo boring. after church, i went to the hospital with auntie faye to visit uncle ray and i ended up staying there from 12:3o pm to 7:3o pm...and the saddest thing was i havnt even finish my homework and i have a lot...so yeah... no now, im stil working on them... but at least i gotta visit my sick uncle. he said that if everything goes well tonight, the doctor might release him tomorrow...so thats pretty good.. well imma go now...stil hav lot of homework to do! see yah!

09.06.03 � SAT

my first entry..wow! im so excited. well, many changes now as you can see. it is pretty hard doing html but im learning...

i dont know if ill be able to update here everyday but ill try. im sort of busy at skol. sophomore year is...um...well not as easy as freshmen year..but yeah..im making progress. skol sucks!!! and its soooooooooo crowded now at OG...hella new ppl on da skol..and da other thing dat suks about it is that all class are full so we cant change our schedule...arrrggg..i hav test on the first day of skol...its sooooo freaking annoying...but i think im just being whinny..haha! btw, my uncle ray is at the hospital. i hope he gets better soon. we sure miss him here at home now.

i guess thats it for now. i dont hav much to say. ill tell u guys more later!...k..bai bai..

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