things I miss the most secret kisses on the stairs things I miss the most passing glances in the hall things I miss the most thinking I had a chance in hell but the thing I miss the most- Do I cause the same effect on you? I do not know why you are on my mind I want you more and more each day The wall has already been rebuilt And although it hurts to say But sometimes a dreamer can see
The other page was getting too long, so here are newer poems, click here to view the older ones, enjoy! (P.S. these are in no particular order, some were written before or after the ones on the first page)
Things I miss the most:
fingers on my arm
or tracing my hand and palm
lips on my cheek
getting tangled in the sheets
feeling warm despite cold air
conversations about love
or the being that resides above
not knowing you at all
meeting you for the first time
you inspired so many of my rhymes
getting your letters in the mail
waiting for that fateful day
then watching it all fade away
thinking that I was in loveBlind:
There was a time
when I would've died to know your kiss
when seeing you turned my day to bliss
& the chances of you wanting me were hit or miss
But I was blind
entranced by your beautiful eyes
as you always pass me by
I've been to stubborn to cry
I tire of these silly rhymes
it's alright if you don't want my wild ways
and do not like how I play
I'll find my true love some other day
You knew my name, I almost died:
I've known your name, for a year
but I can never speak to you,
for you make me nervous
with your eyes so blue
but yesterday we were side-by-side
and I had the courage to say hi
you knew my name, I almost died
I felt like I was melting inside
the looks you gave were so intense
there must be something there
behind that confidence
and now, I want to talk to you forever
find out what goes on on the inside
then maybe these feelings, I wouldn't have to hideBlue:
I'm waiting for the one
that will sweep me off my feet
that will tell me I'm beautiful and I'll believe
Is it you?
or am I only enchanted by blue
I wish I knew
so we could stop these silly games
give me more than a hint or clue
and I'll call your soul by name
Merely a toy:
Are you worth these tumbling thoughts
the ramblings of my mind
the factions in my heart?
I fear I do not
That I'm merely a toy past due
I cannot figure out what it is about you
that keeps my heart and soul in a bind
For all night I see your face
and long for your embrace
If only your affections came my wayBack behind the wall:
I told myself not to fall for you
I knew you'd break my heart
But every since you found her
My world's been falling apart
Come to the rescue once again
So I can smile on the outside
While I'm dying within
I wasn't surprised by the news
I'd seen it coming for days
I just wish I'd heard it from you
Slowly losing my mind:
I cleaned the skeleton out of my closet
Came to terms with my past
It felt a lot better
But the feeling didn't last
'Cause now there's nothing to hide
No reason to keep up the act
I can't stop the wall from crumbling
or from protecting me from the facts
Deep depression is seeping in
Reason has left me behind
And no matter how hard I try
I'm slowly losing my mindDirty:
Dirty raindrops on the pure white sheets
falling from the darkend sky
smearing all the ink
Dirty tears on my pure white soul
falling black and bitter
from a heart gone cold
Dirty blackness fills my mind
falling from my thoughts
my tounge in a bind
Dirty remorse that still remains
falling against the protective wall
'cause i can't find anything but pain
Dreamers:
Dreamers are the loneliest people
they expect the unexpected
and then they cry
when they don't get it
Their heads always in the clouds
not seeing what is real
wanting what they cannot have
never knowing how they feel
what's real and what's fantasy
understand the truths within
know where they're going, where they've been
Then they remember that life sucks
and even when they know it's coming
the unexpected still hurts
which is why they are dreamers from the beginningYellow Flower:
yellow flower
how I wish you were mine
to admire your beauty
and meaning behind
yellow flower
how I love you so
I want you still
but you'll never know
yellow flower
will you be the one
lift up your face
I'll be your sun
yellow flower
don't turn away
don't leave me alone
I'm ready to stay
and keep you for my own
Maybe:
Were you a waste of time?
Maybe yes, maybe no
Maybe just a run-through
for the upcoming show
Three months of love, but you didn't care
Maybe you did, maybe you didn't
Maybe you just misunderstood
the way that I hinted
Still dwelling after all this time
Maybe it was me, maybe it was you
Maybe I should start thinking
about another shade of blueThe one I can't find:
I want to see your face
unexpectedly at my door
just so I can feel my heart race
at the sight of you
I wonder if this is another game
my heart is playing on me
yet another name
that will bring dispair
I wish there hadn't been the one before
the one I'll wonder about forever
he stomped my heart on the floor
leaving me jaded and afraid
I want you to be the one I can't find
but I'm still too shy to ask
if I ever cross your mind
if maybe I'm the one for you