She stares at the celing and hopes He checks the time In the day, I search for you. I think of you, If we became the same, Would you pollute my mind? A second world A kind act In the end The colors go on forever Leaves and vines Argue that you�re always right Oh! If only to be that fly Too small to be noticed Sruggling to keep afloat Hopelessly falling into the world A river of chocolate A beautiful world of children My loneliness won't be cured by you I wish I hadn't loved you first I am I am I am
I'm suffocating in the crowd I'm forced to realize reality
Fly away Stay together
She had been a queen in a past life I wanted to break our aquanitance I am glad that she is gone Sometimes I miss you so much So I'll try to be content
I'd wondered where the boy I loved had gone But there you were, telling me things few knew For so long, I'd forgotten who you were
I bend down I walk away Then is the gray year Next is the black year Finally is the brilliant year I want to love with all my soul I just want happiness still want more? click herePoetry page 2
War: by Lauren
Lies: by Alex Doors bang, what you don�t want to hang Want the girl, sick of guys Birds and the bees, houses in trees Having fun, it�s almost done I�ll leave you with this
My Poetry!
Destiny:
Love is a many slepdored thing,
so they say
I wouldn't know
it's never come my way
Thoughts of you
come everyday
But you send no love
this much is true
'cause you're not mine
and you're not free
Besides...
that's not the way you think of me
She'll live forever
in your heart
And at your side
she'll always be
As I watch your love
from the outside
Looking in
I'll still be your friend
Forced to abide
the boundries
of my destiny.All The While:
He searches for love in a girl
on a street corner
She patiently waits for an end
at the foot of a bed
And all the while...
I stand alone
that dreams come true
He looks for an answer
on a book shelf
And all the while...
I stand alone
while waiting for the bus
She attepts to gain
a higher knowledge
And all the while...
I stand alone
and watch from the shadows
Phantom:
In the night, I see you.
You float into my dreams
and tempt me to believe
I want to call out to you,
but you steal my voice.
You show me a could be life
much better than my own
I want to reach out for you
but you are not there
when my mind has nowhere else to wander
when the day grows longer
and the hours seem to short to notice,
And wish you were here.What If:
If I became just like you,
Would you admire me?
And if you became like me,
Would I like you more?
would we join together?
Or would we hate oursleves
And dispise what we'd become?
Would I open yours?
Will we ever get close
enough to find out?
Perhaps not, but your
smile is enough for me.
Web:
A stray line
creates a masterpiece
An awkward stitch
sets a style
An unsaid word
breaks a civilization
creates a third
A random sound
sets a code
A new idea
breaks down a wall
creates a friendship
A chance encounter
sets a rumor
A jealous thought
breaks a nation
It all comes together
And weaves a web.Sleeping through a Daydream:
The world swirls around me
As if in a memory
With light in beams
Sleeping through a Daydream
All the while they mix together
Neverending as they seem
Sleeping through a Daydream
That intertwine
In the light they gleam
Sleeping throught a Daydream
Fly:
I wish that I could be
A fly, on the wall
Just so I could see
What you do when you�re away
Never wrong, or mistaken
And never think it might
Be you and not them
To see your actions
And watch your every move
Then maybe, by the by
I could understand
Your motives
Colorblind:
Lonley in a sea of people
Tired in the midst of a sugar high
I ignore thier faces
As I slowly walk by
Not loud enought to be heard
Dreading all eternatiy
As I watch a flying bird
I drown in shallow water
Pushed down by other people
As I wonder why I bother
I get no help from others
It's nothing for one and one for nothing
In a black and white world of colors
Candyland:
Blue and Red
Purple and Green
Look around
to find candy-cane trees
A milk-way of stars
A glass elevator
will help you go far
That exists only in dreams
Where everything and nothing
is as it seems
Whindy Road:
Sometimes I can't roll with the punches
And I'm left bleeding one the floor
The harsh realites set in
That you're walking out the door
Hand-in-Hand with my friend
I'm begining to think it never will
No one returns my affection
And I'm left alone, still
Waiting for my so-called prince charming
Maybe the pain would've been less
This is the saddest part of our whindy road
Where I turn away, and you never know
That I cared...
My Everlasting Love:
This is Chrismas number two
that I've spent without you
Surely you must know
how I miss you so
Your laughter and warm embrace
the smile always on your face
Images that dance through my mind
during this festive time
So I'll think of you, while wishing good cheer
And hope that you are near
watching from above
my everlasting love
I am:
I am
a puzzle, broken
apart by failure
and remorse
a beaded bracelet,
made with flaws, yet
strangely beautiful
a rag doll,
manipulated by the
strings of social status
myself, destined
to remain here
for all eternity
Watch and Wonder:
From my pearch,
the steaple of the church
I'll watch the lives go by
and my hot chocolate steam rise
The mulit-colored houses
that line the street
The beat-up cars pass
or get dints as they park
I look out onto the world
and think of you
How did we get here?
How long will we last?
... I'll just sip my hot chocolate
and let it all come to pass.Lost:
I'm lost in a sea of faces
I can't find myself anymore
There are too many random places
Where people like to hide
I can't be myself anymore
Substitute morals are ringing too loud
And goodness is no longer heard
I don't know myself anymore
Nothing is the way it used to be
And I'm left alone with my thoughts
Camp:
A sunday walk, hand in hand
In a recently forgotten land
A hike along a waterfall
from here you can see it all
Picking wild flowers
We sit for hours
And skip stones
As the river groans
In the night we build a camp
The fire as our only light
And roast marshmallows at the tip of flames
Until the morning cameFollow:
Follow the leader
Join the parade
Be a conformist
Keep quiet, Get Paid
Get shot down
It's a circle
'Round and 'round
Break apart
Put back the pieces
This life's an art
Ice Queen:
There was once a girl I knew,
sort of like you
burned every bridge she touched
and didn't care about much
now turned cold with strife
once fully accepted
now completely rejected
for she tried my patience
and to put her out of my mind
would be the greatest thing of all time
now I can sing a happy song
and recognize her in you
that lonely girl that I once knewUntil it is my time:
I saw something today
That made me think of you
And it made me cry
A thing I never do
I want to kill myself
Just so I can see you
But then there'd be nothing left
Having only memories in my mind
Seeing you only in dreams
Until it is my time
Nothing Important (about one day):
Don't cry about things you can't change
or schedules that can't be rearranged
It'll just give you a headache
without helping the heartache
But the tears still fall
bitter and full of salt
About the things we wish could be
and the things we never wanted
What can I say?
that's life, c'est la vie
There's nothing important about one day
it's just like the one before and the next
You long for something new
You long for love, for fire in your spirit
But passion hasn't gotten around to you
And your dreams are slipping away
For now, go to sleep
tomorrow is another page
that might not be filled with so much sorrowLost and Found:
We talked for hours, just like we used to
before we tried to take it further
and new emotions got in the way
Turns out, he was there all along
I was just too bitter to see
showing me things that are new
reminding me of your dreams
tonight, you touched my core
and our goodnight hug was as it should be
between friends, yet so much moreSyrup:
I turn around
to find myself bleeding
I've shot myself in the foot again
Missed my chance
opened my big mouth
and swallowed my leg
To stop the syrup that was running onto the floor
to find my heart on the ground
bruised and torn
I run my fingers through the gooey mess
realizing what a fool I've been
how I could have prevented this
to wait for the next one
that's passing me by as we speak
I've set myself up for wounding again
in this cycle that will never end
Do we want, what we really want
or is it only for the chase
to catch then throw away
The "what if's" would drive me mad
if I didn't try
incessantly asking me why
But it's the why that has me troubled
always thinking of you
is this lust, or love that's true
Awaiting yet another day
to pass
to see if whatever this is... will last
Dream:
Sometimes all we can do is dream
Cause there's nothing else to do
Dream the night away
Dreaming that dreams come true
Sometimes all we can do is wonder
Is life really as it seems
Or is there something behind the curtain
That can only be found in dreams
Years:
First is the white year
where everything fits
each little part
each little bit
where everything blurs
everything's confusing and
everything turns
where everything's dark
drop many tears
drop the bad mark
where everything fades,
explodes and goes away
Friendships once unbreakable break
And no one knows the future
Audra's Song:
I'm in love but you don't know
how my heart flutters when you call my name
and my smile brightens at the thought of you
I think our souls are the same
Your glance makes me glow
But you don't want my lipglossed kiss
or the comfort of my arms
You seek out all the other girls
with their flirtatious charms
that you just can't resist
I'm tired of reading the same signs
over and over again
I'll be your best friend
but never your girlfriend
Even though I want you
to be mine
Sit at the window, watch the birds fly:
Sit at the window, watch the birds fly
sadness comes when none are in view
I wish to be a bird, then this old soul could fly away
this old soul could be free
Sit at the window, watch the birds fly
gliding through the air, over the clouds
I think about the world, longing for answers
answers to questions I'm too afraid to ask
Sit at the window, watch the birds fly
not a care in the world
I wish I could be happy like them
when will I be happy like them?
When will I be free so I can fly?
The Light Within:
There is a light that shines in you
If only you could see
The many lives you touch
How wonderful you can be
Your smile can cure
the darkest days
With joy that beams
like golden rays
I pray that you will see the truth
The love you share with all
The love that I give to you
So you can never fall
What I Want:
I just want an arm around my waist
to make me feel small
And a kiss on my lips
that will make me swoon
being loved back with the same intensity
To see a smile in the eyes
telling me that I'm the only one
I'm tired of being in pain
I want to know that you're worth it
is that too much to ask?
Her features are small and delicate.
She is all the radiance of innocence.
Her tears are pure and cleansing.
She sits alone.
Her crying eyes only soak her face, never draining her of the pain.
The killing surrounds her, the shrill sirens, the massive explosions, the guns, the bombs.
There is only fire.
Millions of blacks and grays charge the solemn sky, dark as ink.
Panic and confusion stir rapidly everywhere, like a tornado destroying every cause, every child, everything worth living for
All human decency is lost.
All patriotism, ruined and redefined to justify the lies and murder.
To justify the tears and agony, and the pain of the families being brutally torn apart by the jaws of evil.
The children watch, crying.
Their clothing stained with blood.
Chaotic, Frantic, Shocking, Horrifying.
It is war.
She tried to save them but it is too late.
She is peace.
She is lost.
She is gone.
Find Friends, get along
Be happy and don�t let them see you cry
But wait, think strait and keep your mind on the task
Be here near, you think its all clear
To short, to late, TV, DVDs
Do you look good?
Are you too small, too tall?
They told you to think clean, don�t be mean
Look up, look down, don�t stop now
Until you have found me, yourself, or someone else
Reading, writing, and arithmetic
How you feel, getting sick?
From birth is life, and from life comes death
Remember what is what and who is who
Beauty fades, be anything you want
And remember there is someone for everyone
Life has no script, damned if you do
Damned if you don�t, Wait and it wont come
Act and you may find that the lies live in the eyes of truth.